Family's home!! / Thursday, June 14, 2007

Wee! My family's coming home today! So excited! They'll be coming home at about 7.30pm tonight. I went out to study with Rach and ended up meddling with Friendster and my blog. Linked more ppl today. Mm.. actually, blogging is interesting. U get to pour yr thoughts out, so u feel better inside. :)

Went on Friendster and miraculously, managed to upload many more pics! I wonder what is wrong with my laptop ... Whenever i use my lappy at home, things crop up, but when i use it outside, everything works well. Has it got to do with the connection? Mm...

Oh my, chanced upon a friendster account created by 4Integrity, my Sec 4 class. I was so touched by it. Our class was and is united. I really miss 4I.

Came home from Hougang Mall at about 8pm. My family came home like 30min later with their luggages and LOTS of souvenirs! All for me! Food, accessories, batik cloth... Wah! I was excited about everything! Mmm.. more importantly, now my home will have more life. I realise i dread being alone at home... I'll definitely go along with them the next holiday... ~*Shivers

Went online and chatted with my senior. He told me about this leadership programme and cca system thingy, and to get and A, u gotta get 46pts (i guess) and so on... And there's still the A merit and A distinction.... ah... I'm confused.
Shoot, so far, i still haven't counted the no. of cca pts i deserve. Heard from friends that the cca system kind of lags. I'd better start recalling and counting soon.

*Oh, also found out something that threw me off my chair today... Hai... i don't want to mention. I'm feeling guilty for not studying the whole afternoon all of a sudden...

Okay, i'm going to meet my 4I clique tmr. I haven't seen them for months. Is it natural to feel a little tense about meeting yr old friends? I don't know.. Some ppl may change after so long. What a great environment change, from a sec sch to a poly or a jc.. I just hope everything turns out fine tmr... everyone stays happy and there'll be no awkward situations.

Sighing off,
Bernice

~ Sweet Dreams ~

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Family's home!! / Thursday, June 14, 2007

Wee! My family's coming home today! So excited! They'll be coming home at about 7.30pm tonight. I went out to study with Rach and ended up meddling with Friendster and my blog. Linked more ppl today. Mm.. actually, blogging is interesting. U get to pour yr thoughts out, so u feel better inside. :)

Went on Friendster and miraculously, managed to upload many more pics! I wonder what is wrong with my laptop ... Whenever i use my lappy at home, things crop up, but when i use it outside, everything works well. Has it got to do with the connection? Mm...

Oh my, chanced upon a friendster account created by 4Integrity, my Sec 4 class. I was so touched by it. Our class was and is united. I really miss 4I.

Came home from Hougang Mall at about 8pm. My family came home like 30min later with their luggages and LOTS of souvenirs! All for me! Food, accessories, batik cloth... Wah! I was excited about everything! Mmm.. more importantly, now my home will have more life. I realise i dread being alone at home... I'll definitely go along with them the next holiday... ~*Shivers

Went online and chatted with my senior. He told me about this leadership programme and cca system thingy, and to get and A, u gotta get 46pts (i guess) and so on... And there's still the A merit and A distinction.... ah... I'm confused.
Shoot, so far, i still haven't counted the no. of cca pts i deserve. Heard from friends that the cca system kind of lags. I'd better start recalling and counting soon.

*Oh, also found out something that threw me off my chair today... Hai... i don't want to mention. I'm feeling guilty for not studying the whole afternoon all of a sudden...

Okay, i'm going to meet my 4I clique tmr. I haven't seen them for months. Is it natural to feel a little tense about meeting yr old friends? I don't know.. Some ppl may change after so long. What a great environment change, from a sec sch to a poly or a jc.. I just hope everything turns out fine tmr... everyone stays happy and there'll be no awkward situations.

Sighing off,
Bernice

~ Sweet Dreams ~

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere