Monday, 2 July 2007
Friday : 29/06/07 : Day 5 : MOB ~ It's all over ~ / Monday, July 02, 2007
Woke at 3am today. Feeling dead tired. Mugged halfheartedly. Managed to finish everything but once i got on the mrt to school, i've forgotten the front part on management functions and cultural dimensions. Ugh.. i STM, wad to do..
Met Kim at the school gates as she was behind me, walking along the sheltered path. Went to class. Dunno wads up with the weather. So blazing hot nowadays. When we went up to the fourth level, the first thing i saw was Melissa furiously fanning herself, her hair all drenched with sweat.LOL. Waiting ouside along the corridor was a torture. Finally we got to go into the exam room. Saw guitar mates Jaslyn and Margaret in the same class too. Wee...
Was tensed. Wasn't really prepared even though i said i finished studying. The paper was quite ok. I wonder if i quoted the evidence correctly. Mm.. kinda surprised that the 7 cultural dimensions didn't come out. In the middle of the exam, my stomache growled very loudly! So embarrassing! Why it growled? I ate my breakfast at 3am, so what do u think? After the exam i asked Kim who was sitting beside me whether she heard anything, and she said no. So.. whew.. that means the entire class didn't hear it. hehe.
The dreaded exams are over. I feel so much better and less stress now. Feel free and great. Rach, Kim and i went to the lift area to take the lift, but at last we decided to take some pics of ourselves. I'm gonna rmb this day, the last day of our Term 1 exam. ^-^
Me and Rach left school at about 2.45pm to go to Orchard. I have an appointment with the talent scout person at 4.30pm. Ar.... juz wanna go see see lah.. cos i interested in knowing what agencies like this do, and also the modelling industry is closely related to the fashion industry. We took bus 105 to Orchard. Chatted with Rach on the way. She mentioned that my blog entry was so emo yesterday that i influenced her blog entry also. Lol.
Then she ..
awwwww... yawnnnn. Gosh tired. I'll complete this entry tmr ya? Sleepy.
See ya, nights
~Ber~
~Continuing from here...
Oh ya. So we were on the bus. Rach asked me who was the one who said the hurtful words to me. Then i told her who, even though i've forgotten bout it already. Then she said after some thinking that the person was just joking. Maybe i'd never been heard of such jokes that's why i think it's an insult. Nvm, i've forgotton bout it. Glad it's just a misunderstanding=)
Anyway, we chatted until we missed our stop. Lol. We immediately alighted at the next stop. We're supposed to alight opp Forum Shopping Centre and Hilton Hotel. At the back of the bus stop, there was this Thailand fair.
So we checked it out, since we're still early (appt is 4.30pm).
There were many interesting stuff on sale. I saw really beautiful jewellery, cloths and batiks, really nice paintings, really pretty seashells and interesting looking food.
One thing i'll not forget is at the seashells stall. There i saw really beautiful seashells and was soo temptedto buy them! I collect some at home actually. Wah coming to think of it, S'pore very sad lah.. all u see is small shells and they look plain with little colour. Wo.. those from Thailand are really colourful and they come in really pretty shapes!
The interesting part.. And then i saw pufferfish hanging from a stand. Real dried pufferfish!! About the size of your head. It's priced at $48. They are dried up, puffed up and in my opinion looks kinda disgusting. I was wondering what would ppl do with these dead pufferfish. Decoration?
And i feel sad for these fishes. They look very cute when they're alive. Imagine they are killed when they were in the puffed-up stage. Saddening. I dunno what got into me, but i decided to touch the fin of a pufferfish, and immediately retracted my hand. Got a shock once i touched it. Lol..
It's kinda fun shopping at fairs like this. In fact more refreshing than the normal shopping-centre shopping. You get to explore all kinds of new stuff.
We headed for Forum Shopping Centre next. Most of the shops there are high-end ones. We searched for the shop. #16-01. Oo. The office bldg. Finally we found our way to the office bldg lobby. Looks posh. There's a tv showing V Channel interviews. On the phone, the lady had told me they were from VH1 and i was like wow. We waited for like 10 min for the lift. Asked for directions at the 16th level and found out it wasn't VH1. It was VHI. As in 'i'. =='' Diao.. I heard wrong lol~
The office was soo posh. There's a small water fountain at a corner with pebbles. The office is very spa like. One thing that made me sick was the receptionist's attitude. She's acting so arrogant and bochap. Sucky person. We had to wait, so me and rach sat down. I was freaking out and i couldn't be more thankful that rach had accompanied me today. I would have backed out w/o her. It's quite different from a job interview for me. It's feels more tensed. And i'll be talking to pretty ppl. Ugh.. nervous..
It was time to meet the interviewer. Rach had to wait for me outside the room. I sat down opposite this pretty lady. She looks like a model. She speaks good english and very quickly. And i mean like a bullet train.
She explained what they do and the commercials their models have appeared in... There were Singtel ones, Sony ones, car roadshows and so on.. Interested ppl will go thru a 2-wk training which they'll sponsor. But she also told me if we miss any lesson, we'll have to pay them, and models got to wear 3 inch heels (omg) and must have their own makeup set. I gotta get it frm them if i'm interested and it costs between $350 to $550. Omg. Like WTH so ex lah. Knew there will be a cost to joining such stuff.
Came out of the room feeling blur and confused. Hai... sianz i can't decide leh.. One thing is that i'm quite interested learning something new like this. Like i said b4, i may get to learn bout some fashion stuff in the process. It's kind of fun to hang around with pretty ppl too. lol
hai.. but the cost.. crazy lah. My parents are gonna flip when they hear this.
The ppl there will give me some time to think about it.
Rach and i left the office and chatted bout it while walking around. We went to a small kopitiam style cafe to have some tea break. We ate really delicious green kuay (dunno the malay term). Ate and chatted. When we were done, we walked to the bus stop and Rach took her bus home. But b4 she left, i asked her many times the right way to the mrt. I got lost at Orchard Road once. Serious. So.. yep.
Slacked at home. Ugh...can't decide whether to join all not.Called my mum and told her bout it. Her reaction was ok. She didn't flip or anything. She just said see wads best for myself. Mm..
But later when my family came home, she told me not to be tricked. She had spoken to my sis's godma, who's a fashion designer, and she told my mum that the agency will ask for more $ next time for other stuff, so she told me not to go for it. Glad that someone has made a choice for me.
Oh, watched my secondary sch video on my lappy and at the end of it i was crying. Coming to think of it, i not only miss my old sec sch friends. I actually miss the school. And the teachers there!! Shoosh.
What a day. Had fun. Freakin' tired already. Nightzz..
Love,
~Ber~
Met Kim at the school gates as she was behind me, walking along the sheltered path. Went to class. Dunno wads up with the weather. So blazing hot nowadays. When we went up to the fourth level, the first thing i saw was Melissa furiously fanning herself, her hair all drenched with sweat.LOL. Waiting ouside along the corridor was a torture. Finally we got to go into the exam room. Saw guitar mates Jaslyn and Margaret in the same class too. Wee...
Was tensed. Wasn't really prepared even though i said i finished studying. The paper was quite ok. I wonder if i quoted the evidence correctly. Mm.. kinda surprised that the 7 cultural dimensions didn't come out. In the middle of the exam, my stomache growled very loudly! So embarrassing! Why it growled? I ate my breakfast at 3am, so what do u think? After the exam i asked Kim who was sitting beside me whether she heard anything, and she said no. So.. whew.. that means the entire class didn't hear it. hehe.
The dreaded exams are over. I feel so much better and less stress now. Feel free and great. Rach, Kim and i went to the lift area to take the lift, but at last we decided to take some pics of ourselves. I'm gonna rmb this day, the last day of our Term 1 exam. ^-^
~ ^.^ ~
Went to FC4 to have our lunch. I ate dried udon, kim ate seafod tom yam and rach only ate bread. She ah.. "small eater". Wo, the udon tasted good. We're so gonna have lunch at FC4 at least once a week from now on. Chatted bout friendships in sec sch and totally admired Kim. Some ppl are so lucky.. They have friends that organise really crazy b'day bashes and surprises! It's so touching and cool... Wish i could have such a b'day gift. .
Anyway, soon we started discussing IDEA project. We gotta take a video of the FengShui shop at Vivo. And we gotta do it secretly. Planning in progress... ...
Me and Rach left school at about 2.45pm to go to Orchard. I have an appointment with the talent scout person at 4.30pm. Ar.... juz wanna go see see lah.. cos i interested in knowing what agencies like this do, and also the modelling industry is closely related to the fashion industry. We took bus 105 to Orchard. Chatted with Rach on the way. She mentioned that my blog entry was so emo yesterday that i influenced her blog entry also. Lol.
Then she ..
awwwww... yawnnnn. Gosh tired. I'll complete this entry tmr ya? Sleepy.
See ya, nights
~Ber~
~Continuing from here...
Oh ya. So we were on the bus. Rach asked me who was the one who said the hurtful words to me. Then i told her who, even though i've forgotten bout it already. Then she said after some thinking that the person was just joking. Maybe i'd never been heard of such jokes that's why i think it's an insult. Nvm, i've forgotton bout it. Glad it's just a misunderstanding=)
Anyway, we chatted until we missed our stop. Lol. We immediately alighted at the next stop. We're supposed to alight opp Forum Shopping Centre and Hilton Hotel. At the back of the bus stop, there was this Thailand fair.
So we checked it out, since we're still early (appt is 4.30pm).
There were many interesting stuff on sale. I saw really beautiful jewellery, cloths and batiks, really nice paintings, really pretty seashells and interesting looking food.
One thing i'll not forget is at the seashells stall. There i saw really beautiful seashells and was soo temptedto buy them! I collect some at home actually. Wah coming to think of it, S'pore very sad lah.. all u see is small shells and they look plain with little colour. Wo.. those from Thailand are really colourful and they come in really pretty shapes!
The interesting part.. And then i saw pufferfish hanging from a stand. Real dried pufferfish!! About the size of your head. It's priced at $48. They are dried up, puffed up and in my opinion looks kinda disgusting. I was wondering what would ppl do with these dead pufferfish. Decoration?
And i feel sad for these fishes. They look very cute when they're alive. Imagine they are killed when they were in the puffed-up stage. Saddening. I dunno what got into me, but i decided to touch the fin of a pufferfish, and immediately retracted my hand. Got a shock once i touched it. Lol..
It's kinda fun shopping at fairs like this. In fact more refreshing than the normal shopping-centre shopping. You get to explore all kinds of new stuff.
We headed for Forum Shopping Centre next. Most of the shops there are high-end ones. We searched for the shop. #16-01. Oo. The office bldg. Finally we found our way to the office bldg lobby. Looks posh. There's a tv showing V Channel interviews. On the phone, the lady had told me they were from VH1 and i was like wow. We waited for like 10 min for the lift. Asked for directions at the 16th level and found out it wasn't VH1. It was VHI. As in 'i'. =='' Diao.. I heard wrong lol~
The office was soo posh. There's a small water fountain at a corner with pebbles. The office is very spa like. One thing that made me sick was the receptionist's attitude. She's acting so arrogant and bochap. Sucky person. We had to wait, so me and rach sat down. I was freaking out and i couldn't be more thankful that rach had accompanied me today. I would have backed out w/o her. It's quite different from a job interview for me. It's feels more tensed. And i'll be talking to pretty ppl. Ugh.. nervous..
It was time to meet the interviewer. Rach had to wait for me outside the room. I sat down opposite this pretty lady. She looks like a model. She speaks good english and very quickly. And i mean like a bullet train.
She explained what they do and the commercials their models have appeared in... There were Singtel ones, Sony ones, car roadshows and so on.. Interested ppl will go thru a 2-wk training which they'll sponsor. But she also told me if we miss any lesson, we'll have to pay them, and models got to wear 3 inch heels (omg) and must have their own makeup set. I gotta get it frm them if i'm interested and it costs between $350 to $550. Omg. Like WTH so ex lah. Knew there will be a cost to joining such stuff.
Came out of the room feeling blur and confused. Hai... sianz i can't decide leh.. One thing is that i'm quite interested learning something new like this. Like i said b4, i may get to learn bout some fashion stuff in the process. It's kind of fun to hang around with pretty ppl too. lol
hai.. but the cost.. crazy lah. My parents are gonna flip when they hear this.
The ppl there will give me some time to think about it.
Rach and i left the office and chatted bout it while walking around. We went to a small kopitiam style cafe to have some tea break. We ate really delicious green kuay (dunno the malay term). Ate and chatted. When we were done, we walked to the bus stop and Rach took her bus home. But b4 she left, i asked her many times the right way to the mrt. I got lost at Orchard Road once. Serious. So.. yep.
Slacked at home. Ugh...can't decide whether to join all not.Called my mum and told her bout it. Her reaction was ok. She didn't flip or anything. She just said see wads best for myself. Mm..
But later when my family came home, she told me not to be tricked. She had spoken to my sis's godma, who's a fashion designer, and she told my mum that the agency will ask for more $ next time for other stuff, so she told me not to go for it. Glad that someone has made a choice for me.
Oh, watched my secondary sch video on my lappy and at the end of it i was crying. Coming to think of it, i not only miss my old sec sch friends. I actually miss the school. And the teachers there!! Shoosh.
What a day. Had fun. Freakin' tired already. Nightzz..
Love,
~Ber~
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 
