Mugging : Day 2 / Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Alright.

Today wasn't as bad as yesterday. I felt better and a little motivated to study. There was still a little slacking. I spent like 4 out of 10 hours slacking. Doing what? Daydreaming, eating, playing guitar, doodling, taking pictures and sleeping. I fell asleep on the desk cos i was too tired and bored.

But still, i managed to finish studying Econs. Feel so darn proud. Finally, one module down. I'm so happy i can cry. However, i've yet to go through the tutorials. I'll do that when the exam's closer.

I'll be meeting my Sec 1/2 clique tmr! Huff, i know it's so not the time to go to town now. My mind is now filled with Laws of Demand and Supply, and i'm not really in the mood to shop and relax too. I bet everyone with exams after the hols isn't in the mood for any relaxation at all. But.. i only get to see my friends during holidays. Moreover, the JC and poly hols seldom meet. Mmm.. i'll try to have fun tmr. That'll be my last day slacking and relaxing. Promise. Mugging from then on.

Received an sms from Sharna, telling me she won't be joining us tmr, saying that she's sick. Well, hope she'll get well soon. All that mugging in JC is taking it's toll on her i guess. Hai... so one less person is turning up tmr.. Feel a little disappointed, but.... mm..i'll still get to see my other friends. So something to be happy about ^^.

I hate to feel moody. It's all your fault, stress. Let's hope all this ends once the exams are over. Mmm... i think i've got to change my attitude towards stress too. I can't be like this forever. Stress will always be present in whatever we do. I'll have to learn to face it and "work with" it.

-o- sleepy, even after the short nap.

Goodnight and jia you!
~Bernice~

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Mugging : Day 2 / Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Alright.

Today wasn't as bad as yesterday. I felt better and a little motivated to study. There was still a little slacking. I spent like 4 out of 10 hours slacking. Doing what? Daydreaming, eating, playing guitar, doodling, taking pictures and sleeping. I fell asleep on the desk cos i was too tired and bored.

But still, i managed to finish studying Econs. Feel so darn proud. Finally, one module down. I'm so happy i can cry. However, i've yet to go through the tutorials. I'll do that when the exam's closer.

I'll be meeting my Sec 1/2 clique tmr! Huff, i know it's so not the time to go to town now. My mind is now filled with Laws of Demand and Supply, and i'm not really in the mood to shop and relax too. I bet everyone with exams after the hols isn't in the mood for any relaxation at all. But.. i only get to see my friends during holidays. Moreover, the JC and poly hols seldom meet. Mmm.. i'll try to have fun tmr. That'll be my last day slacking and relaxing. Promise. Mugging from then on.

Received an sms from Sharna, telling me she won't be joining us tmr, saying that she's sick. Well, hope she'll get well soon. All that mugging in JC is taking it's toll on her i guess. Hai... so one less person is turning up tmr.. Feel a little disappointed, but.... mm..i'll still get to see my other friends. So something to be happy about ^^.

I hate to feel moody. It's all your fault, stress. Let's hope all this ends once the exams are over. Mmm... i think i've got to change my attitude towards stress too. I can't be like this forever. Stress will always be present in whatever we do. I'll have to learn to face it and "work with" it.

-o- sleepy, even after the short nap.

Goodnight and jia you!
~Bernice~

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere