Wednesday : 27/06/07 : Exam Day 3 : PACC / Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Woke at 4am as usual. I slacked the whole day yesterday, so i deserve to feel anxious and worried about Pacc. Huff* Couldn't understand the suspense account part. This's what happens when u do last minute revision. hai.. Doom lah.. Totally lost the drive to do well for this paper. I'm positive that i'll do badly for this paper. When the exam started, i got stuck at the very first question. The way the paper phrased the questions was very misleading and confusing. Ugh...

The effort i put into econs and stats will go to waste if i score badly for pacc. I really hope i can pass pacc. Ok, let's not get all emo here. After the exams, Rach, Kim and I slacked at FC6 and had our lunch. My leg felt this sting of pain ll of a sudden. I'm wondering whether it's b'cos i've not exercised for so long. i'll work out once the exams are over.

We're supposed to meet Mr Tan our ITAB tutor for a extra lesson. Just got to know of it this morning. The room where he'll be teaching us is block T7 which is far away from the biz blk. Yeah ^-^ I had always wanted to explore the other areas of SP and see the ppl too. I like ppl-watching what.. lol.

It was tiring walking all the way to T7. We kind of lost our way and kept walking to and fro the same route. The corridors leading to the open can be quite obscure. Like when u see a ulu ulu hallway, u wouldn't think it'll lead to the main road right? That's what i mean. Finally found the classroom, thanks to the direction boards.

The lesson was quite useless to me, b'cos i haven't revised yet and have no idea what he's talking about. ==''. I'm worried. I mean, i screwed up econs and pacc already. Itab-very hard to say, cos i suck at computers. Mob- i'm not prepared to give this up, but reality is i only have like 7 hours in one day to finish studying and memorising 3 chapters of content. Ugh... stress...
Nearly dozed off in class. Was so so sleepy. It's like i can sleep while walking too. Once the exams are over, i'll stop this 4am-wake-up-to-study routine.

Kim left the class for her Korean class. Waha. busy person.. Rach and i tried to find our way out to the main road or some foodcourt. I gotta say the environment here is very quiet, peaceful and nice. But it's also quite confusing. Finally found our way to the main library. Nice place. Though a little small, but still a great place to mug or just chill out. Rach went to search for her cds. At last she borrowed 6 cds, with 3 under my name. Altogether, we got 4 receipts out of the machine. Lol.

We explored the place and finally found the main entrance of the blk T1. This place brings back great memories.... hai.... i rmb the day of my enrolment in SP, i had to get my laptop configured and stuff, then there was this cca fair going on. It's shocking to know that months have passed and i'm now into my 3rd month in SP. How time flies.

Okay, back to us. Rach and I wanted to eat something, so we went to Mac's and we ate ice cream. Laughed at ourselves for slacking so happily at Mac's when instead we should be mugging for ITAB at home already. Lol. Even though we didn't do much there, i had a great time. All that walking from Biz blk to the first blk in SP had been worthwhile. I got to hang around blk T1 again (which i totally miss), got to people-watch and just relaxing and having great ice cream with my great friend.

Had to walk a long way to the mrt station. Reached home feeling extremely tired. But after a bath, i found i still had the energy and concentration to study for ITAB. So went online and started work from about 7pm.

It's 12.45am now, and i'm done till chap 4 only. i still got 6 more chaps to go. Sianzz. SLEEPY... Can't take it already.. Gotta wake up at 4 um... later. Alright, goodnight and good morning.

Love,
~Ber~

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Wednesday : 27/06/07 : Exam Day 3 : PACC / Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Woke at 4am as usual. I slacked the whole day yesterday, so i deserve to feel anxious and worried about Pacc. Huff* Couldn't understand the suspense account part. This's what happens when u do last minute revision. hai.. Doom lah.. Totally lost the drive to do well for this paper. I'm positive that i'll do badly for this paper. When the exam started, i got stuck at the very first question. The way the paper phrased the questions was very misleading and confusing. Ugh...

The effort i put into econs and stats will go to waste if i score badly for pacc. I really hope i can pass pacc. Ok, let's not get all emo here. After the exams, Rach, Kim and I slacked at FC6 and had our lunch. My leg felt this sting of pain ll of a sudden. I'm wondering whether it's b'cos i've not exercised for so long. i'll work out once the exams are over.

We're supposed to meet Mr Tan our ITAB tutor for a extra lesson. Just got to know of it this morning. The room where he'll be teaching us is block T7 which is far away from the biz blk. Yeah ^-^ I had always wanted to explore the other areas of SP and see the ppl too. I like ppl-watching what.. lol.

It was tiring walking all the way to T7. We kind of lost our way and kept walking to and fro the same route. The corridors leading to the open can be quite obscure. Like when u see a ulu ulu hallway, u wouldn't think it'll lead to the main road right? That's what i mean. Finally found the classroom, thanks to the direction boards.

The lesson was quite useless to me, b'cos i haven't revised yet and have no idea what he's talking about. ==''. I'm worried. I mean, i screwed up econs and pacc already. Itab-very hard to say, cos i suck at computers. Mob- i'm not prepared to give this up, but reality is i only have like 7 hours in one day to finish studying and memorising 3 chapters of content. Ugh... stress...
Nearly dozed off in class. Was so so sleepy. It's like i can sleep while walking too. Once the exams are over, i'll stop this 4am-wake-up-to-study routine.

Kim left the class for her Korean class. Waha. busy person.. Rach and i tried to find our way out to the main road or some foodcourt. I gotta say the environment here is very quiet, peaceful and nice. But it's also quite confusing. Finally found our way to the main library. Nice place. Though a little small, but still a great place to mug or just chill out. Rach went to search for her cds. At last she borrowed 6 cds, with 3 under my name. Altogether, we got 4 receipts out of the machine. Lol.

We explored the place and finally found the main entrance of the blk T1. This place brings back great memories.... hai.... i rmb the day of my enrolment in SP, i had to get my laptop configured and stuff, then there was this cca fair going on. It's shocking to know that months have passed and i'm now into my 3rd month in SP. How time flies.

Okay, back to us. Rach and I wanted to eat something, so we went to Mac's and we ate ice cream. Laughed at ourselves for slacking so happily at Mac's when instead we should be mugging for ITAB at home already. Lol. Even though we didn't do much there, i had a great time. All that walking from Biz blk to the first blk in SP had been worthwhile. I got to hang around blk T1 again (which i totally miss), got to people-watch and just relaxing and having great ice cream with my great friend.

Had to walk a long way to the mrt station. Reached home feeling extremely tired. But after a bath, i found i still had the energy and concentration to study for ITAB. So went online and started work from about 7pm.

It's 12.45am now, and i'm done till chap 4 only. i still got 6 more chaps to go. Sianzz. SLEEPY... Can't take it already.. Gotta wake up at 4 um... later. Alright, goodnight and good morning.

Love,
~Ber~

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere