/ Friday, July 20, 2007

Gave Pacc and Econs lectures a miss. Came to sch at 11am. I know this is going to affect my attendance, and I’m making things difficult for my class monitor, but… I really see no point in attending lectures for modules that I’m clueless about. Like Pacc, I’m so lost already. I’ll just go there copy notes and come out empty-brained. Econs can bore ppl to death, and yes, same case. I dun understand whatever MR AR ATC. I’ll have to revise b4 I go for any Econs lectures, and that’ll be before the exams. Argh.. I hate my life.

No wait. I dun hate my life. I just hate studying and exams :)

Had a 2 hr lunch break. Rach, Kim and I went to FC 4. It was very crowded by the time we went there. Finally found seat. Oh, rmb i was carrying my guitar with me.

Rach mentioned about rollerblading and ice skating. Mm.. I haven’t tried such extreme sports before (well, to me lol), so I would want to try it out one day ^^. Wah, can’t imagine if I fell at the ice ring in front of other ppl. Haha! Won’t ppl like laugh at me? I think I’ll break out laughing myself if I fell. This is my idea of ice skating: A vast, white area. A grp of ppl dancing YMCA to the music on skates. This scene will look so cool ^-^

Oh gosh, saw Pin Han watching Transformers on his lappy. I was super excited. I want to watch the movie again! Thought maybe that was a pirated DVD but he said u can download it! Argh! I want to dnld Transformers and Spiderman 3!! Pin Han made my day. At least now I know I can download new movies online ^-^

Went to my guitar clubhse to put my guitar. Thank God the room wasn’t locked. Opened the door and saw Li and some other seniors in there. Kim was very funny. She dared to enter the room and wait for me inside. So everyone in the room saw her. Rach was outside. Haha! Normally ppl would wait outside when their friend goes to their cca room or other class’s rm right? I placed my guitar down and quickly dragged her out of the room. Lol.

Stats was ok. But I was close to having a heart attack cos I know Ken Kwan will call anyone up anytime to present. I have answers, but I have no idea how to do the qns. *Copied from Rach lah ==’’ lol. Oh well, lucky today’s lesson was a little different. Many ppl volunteered to go up to do the qns, so I could kind of heave a sign of relief.

It was raining when class ended. And that means there’s a risk of slipping and landing on the butt. So we all had to walk extra carefully. Hate this.
Met Joniece to walk to the clubhse tgt. Guitar prac was okay. But was a little too fast today. There’s was one part I went totally lost and Joniece and I will both look at each other and then laugh.lol.

Was very tired when I went home, but I still went online to try download the movie. Got some help from Pin Han and Kuri online. But got lots of problems. One website even requires 12 days to download the movie! Yikes! Might as well not watch!
Kuri told me that an accident happened at Clementi today. A lady jumped off the platform at Clementi mrt station and caused the line to be stopped for a while. Gosh. Was kind of freaked out by it cos it happened so close to sch. Mm.. let's pray that such things will not happen that often.

Yawn... slackers slack, muggers mug. Which side do u belong to?

Sorry i'm crapping. too tired already ><

Signing off,
~Ber~

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ Friday, July 20, 2007

Gave Pacc and Econs lectures a miss. Came to sch at 11am. I know this is going to affect my attendance, and I’m making things difficult for my class monitor, but… I really see no point in attending lectures for modules that I’m clueless about. Like Pacc, I’m so lost already. I’ll just go there copy notes and come out empty-brained. Econs can bore ppl to death, and yes, same case. I dun understand whatever MR AR ATC. I’ll have to revise b4 I go for any Econs lectures, and that’ll be before the exams. Argh.. I hate my life.

No wait. I dun hate my life. I just hate studying and exams :)

Had a 2 hr lunch break. Rach, Kim and I went to FC 4. It was very crowded by the time we went there. Finally found seat. Oh, rmb i was carrying my guitar with me.

Rach mentioned about rollerblading and ice skating. Mm.. I haven’t tried such extreme sports before (well, to me lol), so I would want to try it out one day ^^. Wah, can’t imagine if I fell at the ice ring in front of other ppl. Haha! Won’t ppl like laugh at me? I think I’ll break out laughing myself if I fell. This is my idea of ice skating: A vast, white area. A grp of ppl dancing YMCA to the music on skates. This scene will look so cool ^-^

Oh gosh, saw Pin Han watching Transformers on his lappy. I was super excited. I want to watch the movie again! Thought maybe that was a pirated DVD but he said u can download it! Argh! I want to dnld Transformers and Spiderman 3!! Pin Han made my day. At least now I know I can download new movies online ^-^

Went to my guitar clubhse to put my guitar. Thank God the room wasn’t locked. Opened the door and saw Li and some other seniors in there. Kim was very funny. She dared to enter the room and wait for me inside. So everyone in the room saw her. Rach was outside. Haha! Normally ppl would wait outside when their friend goes to their cca room or other class’s rm right? I placed my guitar down and quickly dragged her out of the room. Lol.

Stats was ok. But I was close to having a heart attack cos I know Ken Kwan will call anyone up anytime to present. I have answers, but I have no idea how to do the qns. *Copied from Rach lah ==’’ lol. Oh well, lucky today’s lesson was a little different. Many ppl volunteered to go up to do the qns, so I could kind of heave a sign of relief.

It was raining when class ended. And that means there’s a risk of slipping and landing on the butt. So we all had to walk extra carefully. Hate this.
Met Joniece to walk to the clubhse tgt. Guitar prac was okay. But was a little too fast today. There’s was one part I went totally lost and Joniece and I will both look at each other and then laugh.lol.

Was very tired when I went home, but I still went online to try download the movie. Got some help from Pin Han and Kuri online. But got lots of problems. One website even requires 12 days to download the movie! Yikes! Might as well not watch!
Kuri told me that an accident happened at Clementi today. A lady jumped off the platform at Clementi mrt station and caused the line to be stopped for a while. Gosh. Was kind of freaked out by it cos it happened so close to sch. Mm.. let's pray that such things will not happen that often.

Yawn... slackers slack, muggers mug. Which side do u belong to?

Sorry i'm crapping. too tired already ><

Signing off,
~Ber~

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere