Guitar practice, rush IDEAd ppt / Thursday, July 05, 2007

Woke at like 11am and still felt tired. It's b'cos i slept at 3am yesterday. Sianzz.

Sat in front of my lappy to finish up my IDEA presentation ppt. I have guitar at 3.20, and am suppposed to meet Joniece at 3pm at Dover. Shoosh. I'm always late. ><>< Gotta stop this bad habit. At the start of the year, i rmbed i was still ok, very punctual for meetings, but now ... hai.

Guitar was quite fun (= We're playing the song Love Story. Sounds very nice, especially when the song is played in an ensemble. Seniors made an announcement bout the annual concert. We'll be playing as an ensemble and also in bands. So we gotta divide ourselves into grps. There'll be like 7 bands in all. Shoosh. Feel stress.

This band thing reminds me of my band made of my classmates. O.o miss jamming sessions, but it's hard to find time for it, with all the projects and exams.

Shoosh. I tot i could totally slack after mst, but i'm afraid there'll be tests coming up in like weeks! And the freakin' Semestral Exam will be coming in less than 2 months time lah!! So stressful!
The only time when u can truly slack is after the sem exam. Go crazy during that 4 mths of hols!

Met Rach after my guitar prac. My laptop weighed a ton on my shoulders. Gosh, my shoulders are like tearing off already! Soo heavy. In the end, brought my laptop for no reason. My friend sent me a file i already had. And initially i wanted to learn how to put in audio and video into the slides, but at last we decided to ask another grp member to help add them. *Huff.

Took the mrt with Rach. It was super crowded on the mrt. My bag was killing me. My guitar was lighter than my bag. ==' Felt kinda moody, cos we were chatting bout exams.

I really hate exams. They only give me stress. Stress that is not healthy for me. Stress that forces me to wake at 4am to study. Stress that gives me eyebags. Stress that makes me yawn more than 10x during the exams.

:. i hate stress= i hate exams.
=> if function=> Bernice-stress
if TRUE => Happy person
if FALSE => Don't talk to me on that exam day

Simple equation.

Came home and rushed IDEA. Did it all the way to like 10.45pm. Made changes and corrections, and sending of files.. so on.. finally done, like just. Will have to think of a conclusion in my dreams. Shoosh gotta wear formal again tmr. Sianzz. Initially i was excited bout the idea of wearing formal wear, but right now i'm sick of it already.

Gtg. Nights.
Love,
~Ber~

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Guitar practice, rush IDEAd ppt / Thursday, July 05, 2007

Woke at like 11am and still felt tired. It's b'cos i slept at 3am yesterday. Sianzz.

Sat in front of my lappy to finish up my IDEA presentation ppt. I have guitar at 3.20, and am suppposed to meet Joniece at 3pm at Dover. Shoosh. I'm always late. ><>< Gotta stop this bad habit. At the start of the year, i rmbed i was still ok, very punctual for meetings, but now ... hai.

Guitar was quite fun (= We're playing the song Love Story. Sounds very nice, especially when the song is played in an ensemble. Seniors made an announcement bout the annual concert. We'll be playing as an ensemble and also in bands. So we gotta divide ourselves into grps. There'll be like 7 bands in all. Shoosh. Feel stress.

This band thing reminds me of my band made of my classmates. O.o miss jamming sessions, but it's hard to find time for it, with all the projects and exams.

Shoosh. I tot i could totally slack after mst, but i'm afraid there'll be tests coming up in like weeks! And the freakin' Semestral Exam will be coming in less than 2 months time lah!! So stressful!
The only time when u can truly slack is after the sem exam. Go crazy during that 4 mths of hols!

Met Rach after my guitar prac. My laptop weighed a ton on my shoulders. Gosh, my shoulders are like tearing off already! Soo heavy. In the end, brought my laptop for no reason. My friend sent me a file i already had. And initially i wanted to learn how to put in audio and video into the slides, but at last we decided to ask another grp member to help add them. *Huff.

Took the mrt with Rach. It was super crowded on the mrt. My bag was killing me. My guitar was lighter than my bag. ==' Felt kinda moody, cos we were chatting bout exams.

I really hate exams. They only give me stress. Stress that is not healthy for me. Stress that forces me to wake at 4am to study. Stress that gives me eyebags. Stress that makes me yawn more than 10x during the exams.

:. i hate stress= i hate exams.
=> if function=> Bernice-stress
if TRUE => Happy person
if FALSE => Don't talk to me on that exam day

Simple equation.

Came home and rushed IDEA. Did it all the way to like 10.45pm. Made changes and corrections, and sending of files.. so on.. finally done, like just. Will have to think of a conclusion in my dreams. Shoosh gotta wear formal again tmr. Sianzz. Initially i was excited bout the idea of wearing formal wear, but right now i'm sick of it already.

Gtg. Nights.
Love,
~Ber~

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere