Tuesday Blues / Tuesday, July 03, 2007

Recently, met quite a lot of my old secondary and primary school friends. I met Janetta on the mrt on my way home on yesterday. And Wan Ting, my primary school good friend tapped me on my shoulder on my way to school. In fact, she had been taking the mrt at the same station as me all along, just that i've never bumped into her. lol

Oh. i called the talent scout person and rejected her alreaady. Felt that it's better to listen to the elders and those who've experienced it. Heard they may ask for more payments in the future, or they may reject u after paying for everything.

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Woke at 7 today. Rushed to school and was slightly late for stats lectures today. Blah ==''. Stats and Pacc lectures were long and boring. Was hungry. My stomach growled in the middle of the lecture and Kim, sitting beside me dozing off heard it. We laughed at it. Lol.

Finally, our break came. Ate our lunch, then went upstairs to the locker. Met Rach there. Rach was in a bad mood. Mm.. guess it was due to the itab project. Mmm.. hope she feels better now. I didn't do econs tute. Sianzz. Received our econs results today. Was shocked when i saw my results. Got a 83. Very happy. I expected just a C or a D. I mean it. Maybe the mcq section pulled my marks up.


Next was ITAB. There was no lesson at all. Mr Tan allowed us this time to finish up our PBL. There was so much rush, frustration, stress, hurry, pressure ugh.. whatever u name it. Our group was like stress. lol. We missed out a very important detail, which is to write a report. We didn't write a report. ==''

So we rushed thru it, then 4/5 of the grp went down to the library to print out the report. However, down at the library, we had to format the saizes and the fonts. Initially, we mistook that we had to squeeze our report, 2 freakin data lists and 2 graphs and tables into just 4 pages. Had a hard time and everyone was pek chek. The com also timed out after about 20 min, so it was irritating. Finally, we printed out everything after 1 hour.

Everyone was like stressed out at that time, so it was kind of iritating for me trying to talk to a few of the ppl. Either that they bochap me or they give vague answers. Blah =='

Anyway when the day was over, i walked to the mrt with kim. Rach had to attend a SPSE meeting. It's CRAZY. The weather nowadays is SOOOOO HOT. Gosh. You can feel the heatwaves along the school corridors. The aircon in the mrts are not cooling. Heard there's the Live Earth concert coming on . Gonna catch it. Will try to start saving water, electricity, as well as using fewer plastic bags on my part. Really hope this will help the global warming cause.

Oo.. there're some things i gotta attend to this and next wk.
Mm..
Do IDEA ppt with pics and videos.
Gg to watch Transformers this Saturday with Jaslyn.
Next Sun gg to Sentosa with Em's friends,
eh that's it for now.

Oh, at about 2.30pm during my class the talent scout ppl miss-callled hp. Dunno wads up, i've yet to return their call.

Shoosh haven't practiced guitar yet. I'm supposed to try playing all the scores by tmr. Nvm, i shall wake up early tmr to practice and do the IDEA ppt slides.

Did i mention? i'm now hooked on a Korean drama series "Let's go to the beach".
Ok, it may sound um, but it's darn hilarious lo. The characters are funny and good-looking also. It's seldom that Korean dramas can get me hooked like that. (=

Tuesday Blues.
Already feel burnt out from classes at school. Top it up with hot weathe.... Hai..buay tahan..


Signing off,
~Ber~

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Tuesday Blues / Tuesday, July 03, 2007

Recently, met quite a lot of my old secondary and primary school friends. I met Janetta on the mrt on my way home on yesterday. And Wan Ting, my primary school good friend tapped me on my shoulder on my way to school. In fact, she had been taking the mrt at the same station as me all along, just that i've never bumped into her. lol

Oh. i called the talent scout person and rejected her alreaady. Felt that it's better to listen to the elders and those who've experienced it. Heard they may ask for more payments in the future, or they may reject u after paying for everything.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Woke at 7 today. Rushed to school and was slightly late for stats lectures today. Blah ==''. Stats and Pacc lectures were long and boring. Was hungry. My stomach growled in the middle of the lecture and Kim, sitting beside me dozing off heard it. We laughed at it. Lol.

Finally, our break came. Ate our lunch, then went upstairs to the locker. Met Rach there. Rach was in a bad mood. Mm.. guess it was due to the itab project. Mmm.. hope she feels better now. I didn't do econs tute. Sianzz. Received our econs results today. Was shocked when i saw my results. Got a 83. Very happy. I expected just a C or a D. I mean it. Maybe the mcq section pulled my marks up.


Next was ITAB. There was no lesson at all. Mr Tan allowed us this time to finish up our PBL. There was so much rush, frustration, stress, hurry, pressure ugh.. whatever u name it. Our group was like stress. lol. We missed out a very important detail, which is to write a report. We didn't write a report. ==''

So we rushed thru it, then 4/5 of the grp went down to the library to print out the report. However, down at the library, we had to format the saizes and the fonts. Initially, we mistook that we had to squeeze our report, 2 freakin data lists and 2 graphs and tables into just 4 pages. Had a hard time and everyone was pek chek. The com also timed out after about 20 min, so it was irritating. Finally, we printed out everything after 1 hour.

Everyone was like stressed out at that time, so it was kind of iritating for me trying to talk to a few of the ppl. Either that they bochap me or they give vague answers. Blah =='

Anyway when the day was over, i walked to the mrt with kim. Rach had to attend a SPSE meeting. It's CRAZY. The weather nowadays is SOOOOO HOT. Gosh. You can feel the heatwaves along the school corridors. The aircon in the mrts are not cooling. Heard there's the Live Earth concert coming on . Gonna catch it. Will try to start saving water, electricity, as well as using fewer plastic bags on my part. Really hope this will help the global warming cause.

Oo.. there're some things i gotta attend to this and next wk.
Mm..
Do IDEA ppt with pics and videos.
Gg to watch Transformers this Saturday with Jaslyn.
Next Sun gg to Sentosa with Em's friends,
eh that's it for now.

Oh, at about 2.30pm during my class the talent scout ppl miss-callled hp. Dunno wads up, i've yet to return their call.

Shoosh haven't practiced guitar yet. I'm supposed to try playing all the scores by tmr. Nvm, i shall wake up early tmr to practice and do the IDEA ppt slides.

Did i mention? i'm now hooked on a Korean drama series "Let's go to the beach".
Ok, it may sound um, but it's darn hilarious lo. The characters are funny and good-looking also. It's seldom that Korean dramas can get me hooked like that. (=

Tuesday Blues.
Already feel burnt out from classes at school. Top it up with hot weathe.... Hai..buay tahan..


Signing off,
~Ber~

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere