Missed fashion show...*huff...home-built slacker / Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Written on 11 July

Mm.. woke at 6.30am. Not too bad. Had enough sleep today. Lessons went on as per normal for me. I'm starting to worry for my PACC CA2 next week. It's so fast. Shoosh i haven't been doing my pacc tutes, so it will be tough to study for pacc this time. Gotta start early.

At the foyer of the biz blk, there was sth going on. A stage had been built. I can easily tell it's a runway for fashion shows. There were a few mannequins around that area. There were also like stalls with dark and really nice posters of the stalls put up on art stands. Man, this is so cool. A fashion show in the biz blk. It's sooo cool! I really wanted to watch the show, but too bad i had lessons. So i missed it. Sadded. Hopefully there'll be another of such events being organised again.

We learnt Microsoft Word during ITAB. Thought the lesson would be a breeze, but i found myself having difficulties catching up. Haizz... i'm forever slow at catching what Mr Tan says. One thing i'm happy about is that i can throw Excel out of the window already. CA1 is over. That was a killer can. Oh got my Itab results today. I passed. Thank God. I was so positive i wld fail. Matbe the teacher was being lenient. There was no way i could pass b'cos i left my last page almost blank. In total, i left approx. 50% of the paper undone. So, yes.. miracle.. Results: 62 Happy enough. Gonna work harder for Word.

Slacked at home.
Watched Korean drama.
Eat.
Sleep.

Dozing off,
~Ber~

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Missed fashion show...*huff...home-built slacker / Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Written on 11 July

Mm.. woke at 6.30am. Not too bad. Had enough sleep today. Lessons went on as per normal for me. I'm starting to worry for my PACC CA2 next week. It's so fast. Shoosh i haven't been doing my pacc tutes, so it will be tough to study for pacc this time. Gotta start early.

At the foyer of the biz blk, there was sth going on. A stage had been built. I can easily tell it's a runway for fashion shows. There were a few mannequins around that area. There were also like stalls with dark and really nice posters of the stalls put up on art stands. Man, this is so cool. A fashion show in the biz blk. It's sooo cool! I really wanted to watch the show, but too bad i had lessons. So i missed it. Sadded. Hopefully there'll be another of such events being organised again.

We learnt Microsoft Word during ITAB. Thought the lesson would be a breeze, but i found myself having difficulties catching up. Haizz... i'm forever slow at catching what Mr Tan says. One thing i'm happy about is that i can throw Excel out of the window already. CA1 is over. That was a killer can. Oh got my Itab results today. I passed. Thank God. I was so positive i wld fail. Matbe the teacher was being lenient. There was no way i could pass b'cos i left my last page almost blank. In total, i left approx. 50% of the paper undone. So, yes.. miracle.. Results: 62 Happy enough. Gonna work harder for Word.

Slacked at home.
Watched Korean drama.
Eat.
Sleep.

Dozing off,
~Ber~

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere