Econs Mst is over and the hols here! Woohoo! / Thursday, August 23, 2007

Finally Econs is over and the holiday is here. I slept at 7pm the day b4 econs day and woke at 12am on the exam day itself to mug all the way. hah. Becoming a night owl already xD

I was late for the exam. Met Kelvin at the stairs area and we went into the class tgt. Shoot everyone were seated aleady, and i thought i was so late for the exam. Quickly got to my seat and started the paper. And it wasn't 10 minutes later when the invigilator told us to start that i realised i had started the paper b4 everyone else! Yikes! Like-how am i supposed to know? No teacher came by to stop me as i was ticking away at the mcq boxes wad. I embarrassly tried to cover my paper and like write somewhere else first haha xD

On the overall, it was ok. I totally skipped the monopoly or orgipoly or wadever. So, bye bye to 30 marks. I can pass i happy liao.. haha

Kim was a crazy girl. She handed up her paper and left the classroom so early. I thought she was sick or sth, but it turned out she "finished" the paper. Haha. Hai... if i had that kind of bravery, i would do that, cos i lacked that same kind of motivation.

Glad it's over. No need to worry bout exams already. Or at least not after our hols! I wanted to get another holiday job, but my guitar prac falls on Mon, Wed and Fri! Like wth! My hols are almost gone lah! Not that i dun miss guitar, but it gets in my way of earning extra cash. Haizz.. No choice, i guess.

After sch, Kim and I went to Tampines to just hang around. She had to go get the clothes she ordered online. We were early, and the person's shop wasn't open yet. Actually we were just going to that person's house to collect the clothes. We sianned around at the void deck. Then i caught sight of a rainbow in the sky. In a weird shape and formation. Like it's surrounding the sun. Dunno if it's supposed to be like that... Hee glad i got a picture of that.



And there's like a white spot in the first picture, but i dun wanna scare myself or anyone, so i'll just say it's nothing.

When Kim got her clothes, she kept repeating she's gonna get killed by her cousin, cos she's helping her cousin order some of these clothes. Some clothes are in the wrong size, and from what Kim told me, they look different from what she say on their website.

Wah, i'll never dare to shop online man.. Unless it's for something exclusive and unique like LOTR's ring or The Transformers original movie poster. Hah.

We went to Tampines Mall after that. Kim kept complaining bout the clothes and i kept tolerating.. xD

Went home and got an earful from my parents for lending money to ppl. Haish... it feels like they've changed or something, cos they never do that to me. Like verbally challenge me together. Evil right? Shoosh. I kept defending myself and saying i lent my fren $ cos of emergency ( a girl thing) though i knew i was lying. Shit. Since when did lending money to ppl became a crime? I just don't get them! Ok... maybe they had a point when they said that i was already tight myself, and still could lend ppl money. But it's not like they won't return the $ right?
Haish... headache...

Not going for my class chalet. And i feel bad about it. I really wanted to go, since it's like the first poly chalet with my class that i'll attend. It'd be so cool and fun. But Kim and Rach not going... so(to be direct) what's the point? Really hope there'll be another one at the end of the yr or sth, and hopefully then everyone can make it :)

It ends here.
Nights,
Ber

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Econs Mst is over and the hols here! Woohoo! / Thursday, August 23, 2007

Finally Econs is over and the holiday is here. I slept at 7pm the day b4 econs day and woke at 12am on the exam day itself to mug all the way. hah. Becoming a night owl already xD

I was late for the exam. Met Kelvin at the stairs area and we went into the class tgt. Shoot everyone were seated aleady, and i thought i was so late for the exam. Quickly got to my seat and started the paper. And it wasn't 10 minutes later when the invigilator told us to start that i realised i had started the paper b4 everyone else! Yikes! Like-how am i supposed to know? No teacher came by to stop me as i was ticking away at the mcq boxes wad. I embarrassly tried to cover my paper and like write somewhere else first haha xD

On the overall, it was ok. I totally skipped the monopoly or orgipoly or wadever. So, bye bye to 30 marks. I can pass i happy liao.. haha

Kim was a crazy girl. She handed up her paper and left the classroom so early. I thought she was sick or sth, but it turned out she "finished" the paper. Haha. Hai... if i had that kind of bravery, i would do that, cos i lacked that same kind of motivation.

Glad it's over. No need to worry bout exams already. Or at least not after our hols! I wanted to get another holiday job, but my guitar prac falls on Mon, Wed and Fri! Like wth! My hols are almost gone lah! Not that i dun miss guitar, but it gets in my way of earning extra cash. Haizz.. No choice, i guess.

After sch, Kim and I went to Tampines to just hang around. She had to go get the clothes she ordered online. We were early, and the person's shop wasn't open yet. Actually we were just going to that person's house to collect the clothes. We sianned around at the void deck. Then i caught sight of a rainbow in the sky. In a weird shape and formation. Like it's surrounding the sun. Dunno if it's supposed to be like that... Hee glad i got a picture of that.



And there's like a white spot in the first picture, but i dun wanna scare myself or anyone, so i'll just say it's nothing.

When Kim got her clothes, she kept repeating she's gonna get killed by her cousin, cos she's helping her cousin order some of these clothes. Some clothes are in the wrong size, and from what Kim told me, they look different from what she say on their website.

Wah, i'll never dare to shop online man.. Unless it's for something exclusive and unique like LOTR's ring or The Transformers original movie poster. Hah.

We went to Tampines Mall after that. Kim kept complaining bout the clothes and i kept tolerating.. xD

Went home and got an earful from my parents for lending money to ppl. Haish... it feels like they've changed or something, cos they never do that to me. Like verbally challenge me together. Evil right? Shoosh. I kept defending myself and saying i lent my fren $ cos of emergency ( a girl thing) though i knew i was lying. Shit. Since when did lending money to ppl became a crime? I just don't get them! Ok... maybe they had a point when they said that i was already tight myself, and still could lend ppl money. But it's not like they won't return the $ right?
Haish... headache...

Not going for my class chalet. And i feel bad about it. I really wanted to go, since it's like the first poly chalet with my class that i'll attend. It'd be so cool and fun. But Kim and Rach not going... so(to be direct) what's the point? Really hope there'll be another one at the end of the yr or sth, and hopefully then everyone can make it :)

It ends here.
Nights,
Ber

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere