/ Friday, August 31, 2007

I got my Guardian uniform today. Argh!! i dun want to wear! I dun like it! I dun want to be caught dead wearing it.

Oh. But at least now i dun need to rush to wash my standard black attire for work. I can now wear any t-shirt under the uniform. And i'll try not to go for toilet breaks during work already, cos that means i'll have to step out of the shop in the uniform. Yikes! haha

When i started work today, my supervisor told me to put it on. I asked if i can dun put it on, and she said today Big Boss coming down.
Wah... big boss eh. Wonder how he looks like.. I can't imagine him coming down here in big suits and all. hahaha. But that's what all big bosses look like right?

Had 3 voids and one refund to do. Sianzz. And had to fork out from my own pockets 8 bucks. Argh! Heart pain.. One lady gave me 3 notes, and later when i checked, i happened to realise that one orange note she gave me wasn't a 10 dollar note. It's an old $2 dollar note. And i gave that lady extra change. Argh!! Why didn't i check! I wish i were more alert and careful lah... Hai... if i continue like this i may end up spending more $ to return short cash rather than earning my salary.. *cold laugh

Talking about salary, i'm supposed to have received my salary 3 days ago, but when i checked my account, no sign of the cash. Sianzz. Gotta check again on the 3rd Sept.

Oo.. planning an outing with my friends. This time is not the usual shopping in town thingy. (Honestly, i getting quite sick of it. All the walking very tiring lah. Ever since i started work as a cashier, i've learnt the value of the chair.) I suggested going ice skating, so we on lah. Just dunno when we should put it. Most prob it'll be planned on next week, mon/wed/thur. I'm hoping at least one of us knows how to ice skate, cos it'll be a disaster if we go there and all fall tgt! hahaha

Quite boring these few days. Staying at home watching tv. And moreover i dun have my fave channels anymore. So i watch Ch5 shows and um.. cartoons. Love some Ch 5 shows like America's Got Talent and Identity. I also like Mr Bean Animated Series on Disney Ch and classics like Tom & Jerry. Haha! i can't believe i like cartoons now! I never watched cartoons since like pri school! lol..

Okay, ending here. Gotta work full day tmr. Huff...

~Ber~

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ Friday, August 31, 2007

I got my Guardian uniform today. Argh!! i dun want to wear! I dun like it! I dun want to be caught dead wearing it.

Oh. But at least now i dun need to rush to wash my standard black attire for work. I can now wear any t-shirt under the uniform. And i'll try not to go for toilet breaks during work already, cos that means i'll have to step out of the shop in the uniform. Yikes! haha

When i started work today, my supervisor told me to put it on. I asked if i can dun put it on, and she said today Big Boss coming down.
Wah... big boss eh. Wonder how he looks like.. I can't imagine him coming down here in big suits and all. hahaha. But that's what all big bosses look like right?

Had 3 voids and one refund to do. Sianzz. And had to fork out from my own pockets 8 bucks. Argh! Heart pain.. One lady gave me 3 notes, and later when i checked, i happened to realise that one orange note she gave me wasn't a 10 dollar note. It's an old $2 dollar note. And i gave that lady extra change. Argh!! Why didn't i check! I wish i were more alert and careful lah... Hai... if i continue like this i may end up spending more $ to return short cash rather than earning my salary.. *cold laugh

Talking about salary, i'm supposed to have received my salary 3 days ago, but when i checked my account, no sign of the cash. Sianzz. Gotta check again on the 3rd Sept.

Oo.. planning an outing with my friends. This time is not the usual shopping in town thingy. (Honestly, i getting quite sick of it. All the walking very tiring lah. Ever since i started work as a cashier, i've learnt the value of the chair.) I suggested going ice skating, so we on lah. Just dunno when we should put it. Most prob it'll be planned on next week, mon/wed/thur. I'm hoping at least one of us knows how to ice skate, cos it'll be a disaster if we go there and all fall tgt! hahaha

Quite boring these few days. Staying at home watching tv. And moreover i dun have my fave channels anymore. So i watch Ch5 shows and um.. cartoons. Love some Ch 5 shows like America's Got Talent and Identity. I also like Mr Bean Animated Series on Disney Ch and classics like Tom & Jerry. Haha! i can't believe i like cartoons now! I never watched cartoons since like pri school! lol..

Okay, ending here. Gotta work full day tmr. Huff...

~Ber~

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere