MOB MOB MOB MOB get mobbed by MOB... / Wednesday, August 01, 2007

So dead for MOB. Ten as in 10 chaps. Finished studying? None. Days left to MOB final test, 2 days. And tmr's not counted, cos i'll be working. Will be skipping guitar. Shoot. And tmr's the last prac for the semester, and i'll be missing it. I feel so bad.

Everything is like a mess now.. Got so much to worry about. We got back econs today. And my results are worrying. I deproved by like 23 marks! For crying out loud! I'm soo .... lousy. Gosh... maybe i got to start revising and doing tutes now. I gotta collect my pacc paper from the tutor cos i didn't attend one tutorial. But heard from my friend that i got "50 +" hai....

Gosh, i have 2 jobs now. Hope i can cope. If worse comes to worse, i'll quit everything and just focus on my studies. Got my bursary on Monday evening. This reminds me that my education is still most important at this stage. I'll work hard now so i'll earn the money back next time to return to my parents :)

Oh, so we're going to work tmr. Me, Rach and Kim. At Orchard. What we're working as, i won't say... but maybe you'll be able to guess from my previous few entries.

Ugh... worried sick. MOB is 20% this time. How on earth do u squeeze 10 chaps into yr brain? We may have gone through that for O Levels, but thinking back.. i wonder how i survived the O's...

Alright, done with the emo-ness. Lessons went on as per normal. Rach and Kim didn't come for lectures again. They pang seh me ang.. but i kind of got used to it liao haha. ITAB was pretty light today cos Mr Tan went through the exercise that we had done as h.w.

Throughout the lesson, rach and i were waiting anxiously for the girl at VHi to call us back to tell us the details of the job. Oh, i nearly forgotten. Kim came for ITAB. Like finally. After 3 days of pon~ing. lol. we all got the job and wil start work tmr. Initially we were all super excited bout the job, but later...
Oh well, i am feeling the sress of the MOB exam already. Spotting chapters is like the last resort, but i'm afraid i'll spot the wrong chaps and fail the paper..

Hai.... i hate mob exams....

Was thinking... maybe it's worse for those groups who have their IDEA presentation tmr. They must worry for both the presentation and the mob exam. Lucky we finished ours last week, giving us less stress and headache..

good luck to the presenting grps tmr. All the best :)
~Ber~

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

MOB MOB MOB MOB get mobbed by MOB... / Wednesday, August 01, 2007

So dead for MOB. Ten as in 10 chaps. Finished studying? None. Days left to MOB final test, 2 days. And tmr's not counted, cos i'll be working. Will be skipping guitar. Shoot. And tmr's the last prac for the semester, and i'll be missing it. I feel so bad.

Everything is like a mess now.. Got so much to worry about. We got back econs today. And my results are worrying. I deproved by like 23 marks! For crying out loud! I'm soo .... lousy. Gosh... maybe i got to start revising and doing tutes now. I gotta collect my pacc paper from the tutor cos i didn't attend one tutorial. But heard from my friend that i got "50 +" hai....

Gosh, i have 2 jobs now. Hope i can cope. If worse comes to worse, i'll quit everything and just focus on my studies. Got my bursary on Monday evening. This reminds me that my education is still most important at this stage. I'll work hard now so i'll earn the money back next time to return to my parents :)

Oh, so we're going to work tmr. Me, Rach and Kim. At Orchard. What we're working as, i won't say... but maybe you'll be able to guess from my previous few entries.

Ugh... worried sick. MOB is 20% this time. How on earth do u squeeze 10 chaps into yr brain? We may have gone through that for O Levels, but thinking back.. i wonder how i survived the O's...

Alright, done with the emo-ness. Lessons went on as per normal. Rach and Kim didn't come for lectures again. They pang seh me ang.. but i kind of got used to it liao haha. ITAB was pretty light today cos Mr Tan went through the exercise that we had done as h.w.

Throughout the lesson, rach and i were waiting anxiously for the girl at VHi to call us back to tell us the details of the job. Oh, i nearly forgotten. Kim came for ITAB. Like finally. After 3 days of pon~ing. lol. we all got the job and wil start work tmr. Initially we were all super excited bout the job, but later...
Oh well, i am feeling the sress of the MOB exam already. Spotting chapters is like the last resort, but i'm afraid i'll spot the wrong chaps and fail the paper..

Hai.... i hate mob exams....

Was thinking... maybe it's worse for those groups who have their IDEA presentation tmr. They must worry for both the presentation and the mob exam. Lucky we finished ours last week, giving us less stress and headache..

good luck to the presenting grps tmr. All the best :)
~Ber~

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere