Chose my GEM le... / Wednesday, September 19, 2007

My hands were so clammy at 12.58pm. Was anxiously staring at the com screen waiting for the time to hit 1pm. That's my GEM registeration time. Lol. I was at the SAS page already, waiting to click on Add/Drop modules. OK. big mistake. When the time hit 1pm, my page still appeared "Your appt time hasn't reached.." or sth like that. I totally freaked out. Refreshed agn and agn, still the same thing.

At last i had to log out and log in again, wasting like 2 minutes. ok, at least i got what i wanted, music appreciation.


Went for guitar prac after this. Was late cos guitar starts at 2pm, and i was still at home at 1pm, so...
Quite embarrassing when i entered the room late, but i heck care la haha. We learnt a new song today, and i think we're going to play this on Fri. Wah... tensed. The rehearsal didn't go too well, so i'm hoping everything will be ok when fri comes... fingers crossed...


Trust, Gossip, Betrayal

When adults quarrel, it is A WAR. Really want to stay out of it, and i hope this will blow over asap. Hope both sides will just shake hands and say We're fine now =)


Oh gosh. Time passes so quickly! Sch's starting next week! Can't believe it... Fine, i dun think i'll ever rest or slack enough. x)

The credit point thing for the new term is scary.. i think i'm having the same fears as Rach.. lol. I mean, look at PACC and ECONS! 8 credit pt each! And stats is 6 credit pt... ow....


Chatted with Rach, and found the best way to deal with my job thing. I'll talk to my supervisor and tell her when they nedd help then call me. i won't have to work while studying liao. Hols that time then contact them again... =) (Thanx rach!)

Another thing off my mind =D

ermm.. wad else... oh.

Initially, joniece and i wanted to take same GEM one, Music appreciation. But at last she couldn't get a seat, so she taking Discovering music. Oh heck. I dun care if i'm going for lectures alone or whatever. haha I think some other ppl are also like going alone.... will make friends there lah. =)


Ok it ends hereee

-xx Ber xx-

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Chose my GEM le... / Wednesday, September 19, 2007

My hands were so clammy at 12.58pm. Was anxiously staring at the com screen waiting for the time to hit 1pm. That's my GEM registeration time. Lol. I was at the SAS page already, waiting to click on Add/Drop modules. OK. big mistake. When the time hit 1pm, my page still appeared "Your appt time hasn't reached.." or sth like that. I totally freaked out. Refreshed agn and agn, still the same thing.

At last i had to log out and log in again, wasting like 2 minutes. ok, at least i got what i wanted, music appreciation.


Went for guitar prac after this. Was late cos guitar starts at 2pm, and i was still at home at 1pm, so...
Quite embarrassing when i entered the room late, but i heck care la haha. We learnt a new song today, and i think we're going to play this on Fri. Wah... tensed. The rehearsal didn't go too well, so i'm hoping everything will be ok when fri comes... fingers crossed...


Trust, Gossip, Betrayal

When adults quarrel, it is A WAR. Really want to stay out of it, and i hope this will blow over asap. Hope both sides will just shake hands and say We're fine now =)


Oh gosh. Time passes so quickly! Sch's starting next week! Can't believe it... Fine, i dun think i'll ever rest or slack enough. x)

The credit point thing for the new term is scary.. i think i'm having the same fears as Rach.. lol. I mean, look at PACC and ECONS! 8 credit pt each! And stats is 6 credit pt... ow....


Chatted with Rach, and found the best way to deal with my job thing. I'll talk to my supervisor and tell her when they nedd help then call me. i won't have to work while studying liao. Hols that time then contact them again... =) (Thanx rach!)

Another thing off my mind =D

ermm.. wad else... oh.

Initially, joniece and i wanted to take same GEM one, Music appreciation. But at last she couldn't get a seat, so she taking Discovering music. Oh heck. I dun care if i'm going for lectures alone or whatever. haha I think some other ppl are also like going alone.... will make friends there lah. =)


Ok it ends hereee

-xx Ber xx-

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere