/ Saturday, September 15, 2007

i'm working split shift today, that means 10-3, 5.30-10.30, almost full day.
ok. I actually blogged during my break from work at Mac's, but the connection is so poor, so i can't save my entry, so.. ya. i'm practically repeating what i typed this afternoon. haha

After chatting wif Sock Hwee last night, i decided to quit my part time job once school starts. I really can't cope work and studies tgt. Thing is, i dunno how to speak to my supervisor bout it. Like won't pai seh meh? I dunno what my supervisor's reaction will be.. I hope she won't make things difficult for me and start taking out all the papers that i've signed....

Before my break, I mentioned to one of my colleagues, Rose, about me quiting. I just asked her whether i must give one month's notice b4 i quit. She said she dunno la, so guess i'll have to bring it up to the supervisor myself.

wao.. I thought i could keep this job while studying, but it is really much tougher than it seems...


okok, sorry if i sounded negative hahaha


mmm... GEMs, GEMs, GEMs. So confused. Can't decide which one i want. Things i'm looking at when choosing are interest, whether easy to score not, and usefulness for next time or sth.

<.... back to work....>

When i came back to work, my colleague whom i asked previously asked bout the one-mth notice told me that actually i don't need to quit. I can stay on and only work say maybe 4x a mth, it's ALL UP TO ME. Wah, when i heard this, i so surprised and happy. It's so flexible. What Rose said is also true. If i quit now, i have to somehow start all over again, if u know what i mean. If i stay, i can pick the time that fits my study pattern or whatever, and still earn some income. Very fair.

I'm happy to stay on also cos i like the ppl i'm working with. I rmbed hating the working environment here cos there're no youngsters, only middle-aged women. But i started to like them. Rose and Sophia are very friendly and funny. Jana, my supervisor may be a little stricter, but i have some respect for her. The rest of the product promoters are also funny, even moronic u know.. believe it or not. hahaha

Mm.. when sch reopens, i'll most prob continue working, but only on Sat 10-3pm. =)

Today during work, Rose told me to run an errand for her. There's this lucky draw thing taking place lah. Buy above $200, buy an iron for $2. haha! this kind of thing also have. So i accompanied another promoter colleague to queue for that thing. The queue was so long la... I so afraid my supervisor will somehow find out i run this kind of errand during work haha ><

GEMs

ok. i had a list of possible GEMs i wanna take, but after chatting wif my guitar senior, Kuri, i totally change my mind. ><

Some modules that i was initially interested in are backpacking, discovering music, music appreciation, build pc, design appreciation, effective negotiation skills, nutri and wellness, pychology and counselling, real estate marketing and real estate valuation.

At last when we discuss finish, all these modules like not possible to take le hahaha
Hai.. headache sia...

forget it. Decide tmr le.

oh tmr, i'm taking leave cos there's something impt gg on at my dad's office, so the whole family gotta go there.

ok tata nights!

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ Saturday, September 15, 2007

i'm working split shift today, that means 10-3, 5.30-10.30, almost full day.
ok. I actually blogged during my break from work at Mac's, but the connection is so poor, so i can't save my entry, so.. ya. i'm practically repeating what i typed this afternoon. haha

After chatting wif Sock Hwee last night, i decided to quit my part time job once school starts. I really can't cope work and studies tgt. Thing is, i dunno how to speak to my supervisor bout it. Like won't pai seh meh? I dunno what my supervisor's reaction will be.. I hope she won't make things difficult for me and start taking out all the papers that i've signed....

Before my break, I mentioned to one of my colleagues, Rose, about me quiting. I just asked her whether i must give one month's notice b4 i quit. She said she dunno la, so guess i'll have to bring it up to the supervisor myself.

wao.. I thought i could keep this job while studying, but it is really much tougher than it seems...


okok, sorry if i sounded negative hahaha


mmm... GEMs, GEMs, GEMs. So confused. Can't decide which one i want. Things i'm looking at when choosing are interest, whether easy to score not, and usefulness for next time or sth.

<.... back to work....>

When i came back to work, my colleague whom i asked previously asked bout the one-mth notice told me that actually i don't need to quit. I can stay on and only work say maybe 4x a mth, it's ALL UP TO ME. Wah, when i heard this, i so surprised and happy. It's so flexible. What Rose said is also true. If i quit now, i have to somehow start all over again, if u know what i mean. If i stay, i can pick the time that fits my study pattern or whatever, and still earn some income. Very fair.

I'm happy to stay on also cos i like the ppl i'm working with. I rmbed hating the working environment here cos there're no youngsters, only middle-aged women. But i started to like them. Rose and Sophia are very friendly and funny. Jana, my supervisor may be a little stricter, but i have some respect for her. The rest of the product promoters are also funny, even moronic u know.. believe it or not. hahaha

Mm.. when sch reopens, i'll most prob continue working, but only on Sat 10-3pm. =)

Today during work, Rose told me to run an errand for her. There's this lucky draw thing taking place lah. Buy above $200, buy an iron for $2. haha! this kind of thing also have. So i accompanied another promoter colleague to queue for that thing. The queue was so long la... I so afraid my supervisor will somehow find out i run this kind of errand during work haha ><

GEMs

ok. i had a list of possible GEMs i wanna take, but after chatting wif my guitar senior, Kuri, i totally change my mind. ><

Some modules that i was initially interested in are backpacking, discovering music, music appreciation, build pc, design appreciation, effective negotiation skills, nutri and wellness, pychology and counselling, real estate marketing and real estate valuation.

At last when we discuss finish, all these modules like not possible to take le hahaha
Hai.. headache sia...

forget it. Decide tmr le.

oh tmr, i'm taking leave cos there's something impt gg on at my dad's office, so the whole family gotta go there.

ok tata nights!

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere