/ Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Today's a really packed day for me. Woke up at 3am to study for pacc. ya, call me siao if it pleases u. lol.. i didn't really study for the past few days cos too tired le, dunno why..

Anyway, i was late for sch, so didn't go for pacc lecture. Was forced to eat la, so at last was somehow late la.. lol I went to clubhse to put my guitar first. Lucky kuri came down to open the door if not i'd have wasted my trip there. Rushed to biz blk. Just nice pacc lecture over le, ppl streaming out of MLT le. Saw smone near the stairs area, so coincident. hah.

Rach and I went to the library to study and watch dvd at the same time. Rach was watching Monster House. Actually i'm supposed to study de, but right in front of me there's a huge distraction, how to study?? lol Didn't study much at last. Nvm later stil got 2hrs after FOM lect. Yet again, smone came to the library also. sheesh..

Went for FOM lecture after our break. Georgie's lecture is very fun lo. No wonder he won the Best Lecturer title. Today he continued with crapping about his east-wing and west-wing "mansion", and somemore showed us pictures wor... hahaha

I can't really catch the lesson tho, there're so many strategies and steps in marketing... getting confused le. It's like MOB, need to memorise stuff. sianz.. good thing there's a fun lecturer, if not i'll hate the module.

Went to library to study while Rach went for her GEMs class. Her class ended like 1hr earlier cos her lecturer forgot to bring adaptor =.='' Hai.. cont studying for pacc. super sian la. We both can't wait to get the exam over and done with.

The retest was somewhat similar as the actual mst. But i have no confidence in it. Just hope that i'll pass this time. x Fingers crossed x

Rushed for guitar practice. I was like 1hr 3o min late. When i reached there, i was just in time for the clubhse cleanup. Diaozzzz... Guitar practice was over le, so now it was time to cleanup the whole place and do "stock take" on the equipment we have. The guys did most of the stuff, me and Joniece and Felicia just slacked outside and avoid getting in the way.

I dunno wads up with me again. Felt feverish all over. Maybe weather these days too hot, and i still eat heaty stuff like nuggets everyday, dats y... Today everyone has to bring their guitars home. kao, waste my bldy effort lugging my guitar to sch lah. Haizz.. Then we had a short committee meeting. I'm supposed to have dinner with my old friends de.. I was very late le.. They called me half way and told me they are starving there. Yikes. Faster rushed there on mrt.
At the dover mrt platform, i caught sight of my dad on the mrt also. Hah so coincident! I got off at City Hall. Got lost there. Got onto the wrong train and went back to Raffles Place. =='' i got nothing to say...

Finally reached Bishan Junction 8. Met the girls at Pastamania. Had dinner and we talked. I was very tired already, so probably didn't have the energy to think of what to talk about.. haha. Anyway had a great time. It's been so long since we met up la. This coming Sat we hanging out in town. And at the end of the year during SP's 2 wk hols, we having a chalet. Woohoo. can't wait. They say they want to stay in the chalet 24/7, don't go Escape theme park, don't go seaside noting. Just playing xbox and talking. hahaha i can't wait to see how i survive.

xx poof~ dreamland xx

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Today's a really packed day for me. Woke up at 3am to study for pacc. ya, call me siao if it pleases u. lol.. i didn't really study for the past few days cos too tired le, dunno why..

Anyway, i was late for sch, so didn't go for pacc lecture. Was forced to eat la, so at last was somehow late la.. lol I went to clubhse to put my guitar first. Lucky kuri came down to open the door if not i'd have wasted my trip there. Rushed to biz blk. Just nice pacc lecture over le, ppl streaming out of MLT le. Saw smone near the stairs area, so coincident. hah.

Rach and I went to the library to study and watch dvd at the same time. Rach was watching Monster House. Actually i'm supposed to study de, but right in front of me there's a huge distraction, how to study?? lol Didn't study much at last. Nvm later stil got 2hrs after FOM lect. Yet again, smone came to the library also. sheesh..

Went for FOM lecture after our break. Georgie's lecture is very fun lo. No wonder he won the Best Lecturer title. Today he continued with crapping about his east-wing and west-wing "mansion", and somemore showed us pictures wor... hahaha

I can't really catch the lesson tho, there're so many strategies and steps in marketing... getting confused le. It's like MOB, need to memorise stuff. sianz.. good thing there's a fun lecturer, if not i'll hate the module.

Went to library to study while Rach went for her GEMs class. Her class ended like 1hr earlier cos her lecturer forgot to bring adaptor =.='' Hai.. cont studying for pacc. super sian la. We both can't wait to get the exam over and done with.

The retest was somewhat similar as the actual mst. But i have no confidence in it. Just hope that i'll pass this time. x Fingers crossed x

Rushed for guitar practice. I was like 1hr 3o min late. When i reached there, i was just in time for the clubhse cleanup. Diaozzzz... Guitar practice was over le, so now it was time to cleanup the whole place and do "stock take" on the equipment we have. The guys did most of the stuff, me and Joniece and Felicia just slacked outside and avoid getting in the way.

I dunno wads up with me again. Felt feverish all over. Maybe weather these days too hot, and i still eat heaty stuff like nuggets everyday, dats y... Today everyone has to bring their guitars home. kao, waste my bldy effort lugging my guitar to sch lah. Haizz.. Then we had a short committee meeting. I'm supposed to have dinner with my old friends de.. I was very late le.. They called me half way and told me they are starving there. Yikes. Faster rushed there on mrt.
At the dover mrt platform, i caught sight of my dad on the mrt also. Hah so coincident! I got off at City Hall. Got lost there. Got onto the wrong train and went back to Raffles Place. =='' i got nothing to say...

Finally reached Bishan Junction 8. Met the girls at Pastamania. Had dinner and we talked. I was very tired already, so probably didn't have the energy to think of what to talk about.. haha. Anyway had a great time. It's been so long since we met up la. This coming Sat we hanging out in town. And at the end of the year during SP's 2 wk hols, we having a chalet. Woohoo. can't wait. They say they want to stay in the chalet 24/7, don't go Escape theme park, don't go seaside noting. Just playing xbox and talking. hahaha i can't wait to see how i survive.

xx poof~ dreamland xx

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere