Whaaaat a looong weeek... / Saturday, October 27, 2007

Was quite early for 8am stats tute today.. yeah! This week was busy as usual.

Um.... sidetrack for a while.. hee. Watched School flower and grass in SP on Ch U. The standard in SP not bad la. Throughout the week in SP, i met some of the students who appeared on tv. I saw the tall red-haired model girl, the girl with the eye-liner drawn curled up in a weird way and the girl who wore a polka dot top. I've yet to see any of the guys who appeared on tv.

There's this SPSU bazzaar held at the open area outside SP convention centre. SPG's performed on wednesday at 3.30pm. We performed 4 songs. It was ok la. At least got ppl (i think the uncles and aunties at the stalls) cheer for us. hehe.

After performance, there's this compulsory seminar on National Education. Friends at SPG said it may be on STD (sexually-transmitted disease) la.. diao~ There was actually still guitar practice after the performance, but joniece and i excused ourselves to attend the seminar. Afterall, got one cca pt wad.. haha. It turned out it was about SAF and NS. It's soo for guys lah. I fell asleep i tell u.. They talked about chim stuff also like some scholarship, and service and combat sector wadever.. dots. Well, at least learnt some new stuff today about NS =)

Thursday, i had spss retest. I hope i'll pass this time. I left about 5 blanks and Kim who was taking the retest with me, left like 7 blanks. At the end of the test, we mute talked and i showed her my no. of blanks, then when kim showed me her near empty 2nd page, i was like "omg..." hahaha.. let's just hope we both can pass. xx fingers crossed xx

Oh ya. And today. I was early for stats.. finally! I'm normally about 30min late for 8am classes hahaha. Shit i really wanted to be a good girl and do my tute, but i dun have the time. And it's very irritating that the stats text bk is soo thick, u cannot last min do stats cos you'll have to bring the whole textbk out. ...Um.. i dun think i made any sense in that sentence. Ignore it haha.

Ken Kwan today explained how he's giving participation marks. I think i'll only get like 10% of the tt participation marks lor... so far since sem 1 the first few weeks i havent touched a single tutorial. I'm a hopeless lazy pig. ==''
okok.. i promise i'll complete wadever tutes i owe during the elearning wk.
I dun understand a thing during pacc tute also. I'm just there to copy answers. I wonder how i'm gonna study for pacc mst man...

Was suppposed to perform during my gem music appreciation. I'll play the guitar, while Chu Zen, my gem classmate, plays the keyboard. We intended to play 'Yesterday once more'. But we didn't practice at all k... Then lucky... cher had forgotten all about it hahaha..whew... so we dunnid to perform. But i heard that perform can get extra marks leh.. dunno true not..

After gem, i went biz blk to return dvds and to study. But didn't do much, cos halfway joniece met me and we went to fc4 to eat.

omg. Super stressed by elearning wk and mst wk. Everything's happening so quickly! Everything's also piling up. omg. Very stressed over the secretary thing at SPG. Though it's not like got a lot of things to do, but it takes up a lot of my time. Wish i had better time management, so i won't be complaining now...Maybe i'll step down once the miniconcert is over...

Meeting for guitar on fri started at 8.10pm and ended at 8.50. After that there was another meeting on the camp. Gosh, headache man. We have a miniconcert and a camp coming up. The camp clashes with my chalet in december with old friends, so i wun be going lor.. and this's wad makes me pek chek lah.. i'm involved in all these planning, and i'm not going for the camp= no cca pts. Total waste of time and energy... I really wanna give up already. Give up being in committee, or maybe if really can't cope, give up the cca at the end of the yr... haish..
God, pls take away the stress for me....

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Whaaaat a looong weeek... / Saturday, October 27, 2007

Was quite early for 8am stats tute today.. yeah! This week was busy as usual.

Um.... sidetrack for a while.. hee. Watched School flower and grass in SP on Ch U. The standard in SP not bad la. Throughout the week in SP, i met some of the students who appeared on tv. I saw the tall red-haired model girl, the girl with the eye-liner drawn curled up in a weird way and the girl who wore a polka dot top. I've yet to see any of the guys who appeared on tv.

There's this SPSU bazzaar held at the open area outside SP convention centre. SPG's performed on wednesday at 3.30pm. We performed 4 songs. It was ok la. At least got ppl (i think the uncles and aunties at the stalls) cheer for us. hehe.

After performance, there's this compulsory seminar on National Education. Friends at SPG said it may be on STD (sexually-transmitted disease) la.. diao~ There was actually still guitar practice after the performance, but joniece and i excused ourselves to attend the seminar. Afterall, got one cca pt wad.. haha. It turned out it was about SAF and NS. It's soo for guys lah. I fell asleep i tell u.. They talked about chim stuff also like some scholarship, and service and combat sector wadever.. dots. Well, at least learnt some new stuff today about NS =)

Thursday, i had spss retest. I hope i'll pass this time. I left about 5 blanks and Kim who was taking the retest with me, left like 7 blanks. At the end of the test, we mute talked and i showed her my no. of blanks, then when kim showed me her near empty 2nd page, i was like "omg..." hahaha.. let's just hope we both can pass. xx fingers crossed xx

Oh ya. And today. I was early for stats.. finally! I'm normally about 30min late for 8am classes hahaha. Shit i really wanted to be a good girl and do my tute, but i dun have the time. And it's very irritating that the stats text bk is soo thick, u cannot last min do stats cos you'll have to bring the whole textbk out. ...Um.. i dun think i made any sense in that sentence. Ignore it haha.

Ken Kwan today explained how he's giving participation marks. I think i'll only get like 10% of the tt participation marks lor... so far since sem 1 the first few weeks i havent touched a single tutorial. I'm a hopeless lazy pig. ==''
okok.. i promise i'll complete wadever tutes i owe during the elearning wk.
I dun understand a thing during pacc tute also. I'm just there to copy answers. I wonder how i'm gonna study for pacc mst man...

Was suppposed to perform during my gem music appreciation. I'll play the guitar, while Chu Zen, my gem classmate, plays the keyboard. We intended to play 'Yesterday once more'. But we didn't practice at all k... Then lucky... cher had forgotten all about it hahaha..whew... so we dunnid to perform. But i heard that perform can get extra marks leh.. dunno true not..

After gem, i went biz blk to return dvds and to study. But didn't do much, cos halfway joniece met me and we went to fc4 to eat.

omg. Super stressed by elearning wk and mst wk. Everything's happening so quickly! Everything's also piling up. omg. Very stressed over the secretary thing at SPG. Though it's not like got a lot of things to do, but it takes up a lot of my time. Wish i had better time management, so i won't be complaining now...Maybe i'll step down once the miniconcert is over...

Meeting for guitar on fri started at 8.10pm and ended at 8.50. After that there was another meeting on the camp. Gosh, headache man. We have a miniconcert and a camp coming up. The camp clashes with my chalet in december with old friends, so i wun be going lor.. and this's wad makes me pek chek lah.. i'm involved in all these planning, and i'm not going for the camp= no cca pts. Total waste of time and energy... I really wanna give up already. Give up being in committee, or maybe if really can't cope, give up the cca at the end of the yr... haish..
God, pls take away the stress for me....

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere