Sweet December / Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Haven't been blogging since the start of the last month of the year lol..Been so busy with projects. Now, hols is here.. whew.. but it's only 2 weeks, and we're expected to prepare for the final yr exams... 40% leh.. can't afford to fail.. And i still have ITAB and CD projs.. haish..
All i can say is thank god the year is ending because projects simply suck.

Mm.. some stuff that happened in the past few wks that i didn't blog about:


#1.

SPG's preview concert last last week on Fri 7 Dec. Big thanksies to those supported me, even tho u cannot make it for the performance. Moral support good enough haha. Emily and Hui Jia came to sch to pass me a huge sunflower Lol.. so sweet of you guys... thanx for the support eh!
The turnout wasn't very good, cos the weather was so bad, it was raining, then stop, then drizzling agn.. the seats all wet le, so those who came only stood at the top to watch. Oh well, anyway this's just the preview.. i can't wait for the real thing next year.

Actually some bands were supposed to perform pop songs, but at last all the pop songs got cancelled. It was super disappointing for those who were supposed to perform la... but nvm, they'll sure perform for teh concert next year. =)


#2.

This is major news.


FOM IS OVER.


30% Presentation OVER.


Soo happy.
Whew, we presented on Tuesday. Our group was like rushing through the presentation la. We spent so much time and effort in the ppt, it's wasted that we gotta rush through it. Hassan's promotion part damn funny lah.. he really rushing like bullet train, somehow i wonder whether Kenneth understands what we presenting or not Lol.. The whole class did a great job. Can see lots of effort put in this proj.

Here's a short promo video for our company Zouk. The vid is mainly done by Nina, so great job girl!

Why i'm posting this vid? I just like it leh.. lol The music is nice, and basically i'm just proud of what we've put our effort into.. hee -Njoy-

#3.

I went for CHC's church camp Breakaway. This happened on Thursday, Fri and Sat. I only went for the night sessions. The campers all gathered in an air conditioned hall and had like normal service. The first night was pretty fun. An 12 year old indian girl, Justina performed for us. She sang Over the Rainbow. Gosh, her voice was really nice. Her voice sounds like a Disney princess's.. erm u know, like in Sleeping Beauty the cartoon, got sing song one right, she sounded like that. lol. And she's only 12. Great talent. Another guest was the drum player i think, from Project Superband winner Milubing. In person, he looked like an ordinary teenager. He came to share how God has influenced him in winning the title. The night services ended quite late on thur and fri, so when i came home, i'm dead tired already.

On fri night, i went for the night session camp again. That night, the worshipping was a little too much for me. I got all resentful and upset at one point. I shall not elaborate on this. Ppl like my parents are starting to question me like, if you know you won't convert or anything, why you still want to go church. Ok, the people at church are very friendly and nice people and i'm very happy i knew them. Also, i think what the pastor preach about every week is inspirational, so there's like no harm going to church. But now i'm starting to feel some pressure. I won't convert. I'm not ready. I don't want to respond. I dun feel comfortable going to church anymore. I don't want to resent their God. So after christmas, I've decided to take a break from church. I'll go back if i'm ever ready for Jesus, but right now, i have my own religion.

Hope there'll be no hard feelings whatsoever. I'm tired of all that internal conflict.

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Sweet December / Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Haven't been blogging since the start of the last month of the year lol..Been so busy with projects. Now, hols is here.. whew.. but it's only 2 weeks, and we're expected to prepare for the final yr exams... 40% leh.. can't afford to fail.. And i still have ITAB and CD projs.. haish..
All i can say is thank god the year is ending because projects simply suck.

Mm.. some stuff that happened in the past few wks that i didn't blog about:


#1.

SPG's preview concert last last week on Fri 7 Dec. Big thanksies to those supported me, even tho u cannot make it for the performance. Moral support good enough haha. Emily and Hui Jia came to sch to pass me a huge sunflower Lol.. so sweet of you guys... thanx for the support eh!
The turnout wasn't very good, cos the weather was so bad, it was raining, then stop, then drizzling agn.. the seats all wet le, so those who came only stood at the top to watch. Oh well, anyway this's just the preview.. i can't wait for the real thing next year.

Actually some bands were supposed to perform pop songs, but at last all the pop songs got cancelled. It was super disappointing for those who were supposed to perform la... but nvm, they'll sure perform for teh concert next year. =)


#2.

This is major news.


FOM IS OVER.


30% Presentation OVER.


Soo happy.
Whew, we presented on Tuesday. Our group was like rushing through the presentation la. We spent so much time and effort in the ppt, it's wasted that we gotta rush through it. Hassan's promotion part damn funny lah.. he really rushing like bullet train, somehow i wonder whether Kenneth understands what we presenting or not Lol.. The whole class did a great job. Can see lots of effort put in this proj.

Here's a short promo video for our company Zouk. The vid is mainly done by Nina, so great job girl!

Why i'm posting this vid? I just like it leh.. lol The music is nice, and basically i'm just proud of what we've put our effort into.. hee -Njoy-

#3.

I went for CHC's church camp Breakaway. This happened on Thursday, Fri and Sat. I only went for the night sessions. The campers all gathered in an air conditioned hall and had like normal service. The first night was pretty fun. An 12 year old indian girl, Justina performed for us. She sang Over the Rainbow. Gosh, her voice was really nice. Her voice sounds like a Disney princess's.. erm u know, like in Sleeping Beauty the cartoon, got sing song one right, she sounded like that. lol. And she's only 12. Great talent. Another guest was the drum player i think, from Project Superband winner Milubing. In person, he looked like an ordinary teenager. He came to share how God has influenced him in winning the title. The night services ended quite late on thur and fri, so when i came home, i'm dead tired already.

On fri night, i went for the night session camp again. That night, the worshipping was a little too much for me. I got all resentful and upset at one point. I shall not elaborate on this. Ppl like my parents are starting to question me like, if you know you won't convert or anything, why you still want to go church. Ok, the people at church are very friendly and nice people and i'm very happy i knew them. Also, i think what the pastor preach about every week is inspirational, so there's like no harm going to church. But now i'm starting to feel some pressure. I won't convert. I'm not ready. I don't want to respond. I dun feel comfortable going to church anymore. I don't want to resent their God. So after christmas, I've decided to take a break from church. I'll go back if i'm ever ready for Jesus, but right now, i have my own religion.

Hope there'll be no hard feelings whatsoever. I'm tired of all that internal conflict.

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere