First day at school / Monday, April 14, 2008

It's the first day at school, of course i'm excited. My monday timetable is shiok, lessons start at 12pm. Halfway taking the mrt to meet Rach at outram mrt stn, i received an sms that totally spoilt my mood. Heart pain.. Nvm, i'll try to live with that. Just let nature take its course..
Sorry, i guess you won't understand what i just said. It's personal :)

My hands were all cold when me and rach reached sch. Wads up with me man.. The feeling of being back at school and seeing so many new faces is weird! Sometimes it's quite hard to tell the freshmen from the old students. lol. Met Michelle and gang at biz blk. It feels so good to see familiar faces. It was like we're having a class gathering lidat haha.

First lesson's Marketing Research tute. Jun xian, Elaine and Sophia are in the same class as me and rach. Yea ^^ Omg. The teacher is so strict! She's Alice Tang, section head for mktg and also happens to be our FTM. *Bangs wall* She spent a lot of time stating down her rules (one of which is cannot wear short shorts. Dots... And cannot be 1 second late for class Yikes!)

Oh. And there's 2 Bernices in DBA/2A/10. And know wad? The teacher decided to call me Bernice No.1 and the other, Bernice No.2. Like what the hell? hahaha. Weird. Alice was nice today, cos she let us off about 45 min early to have our break :)

We hang out with Elaine, Sophia, Jun xian and his friend Aaron during our break. FC 6 was jam packed! So we sat at the benches near the photocopy rm to have pathetic lunch. haha. Next we have Financial and Mgt Accounting lecture. Before we went in, we met Kim and Nina outside MLT 10. I was so happy to see them! Hey come'on. It's been like 2 months since i last saw them. Kim permed her hair, and Nina's hair became blacker. haha. Then i saw someone that made my heart pain. Oh forget it. FMA lecture was ok.. The indian lecturer didnt teach much, and he kept repeating himself. So that's kinda good. I like this kind of teaching.

After school, rach and i met Kim at FC6. But Kim gotta stay back for her cca, so we left her with (i think) her new classmates. *Tsk.. felt like we were desserting her hahah. We went to PS to buy something from Daiso. And we ate cheese fries and chocolate sundea ice cream. omg. Fattening!

I stuffed myself with tidbits when i got home. Shit, now i realise wad type of "Emo" group i belong to. I'm the type that eats anything and a lot when i'm emo. That's....... not very healthy.
In the night, i got a little crazy and suddenly felt like making a salad bowl again. Rmb that potato salad that was as large as my laptop? Yea, and this time i dumped 3 eggs in and a lot more lettuce. Lucky my mum shared some with me, or else i'll get stuck in the toilet the whole night and then tmr take mc already.


xx- Make me forget it -xx

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

First day at school / Monday, April 14, 2008

It's the first day at school, of course i'm excited. My monday timetable is shiok, lessons start at 12pm. Halfway taking the mrt to meet Rach at outram mrt stn, i received an sms that totally spoilt my mood. Heart pain.. Nvm, i'll try to live with that. Just let nature take its course..
Sorry, i guess you won't understand what i just said. It's personal :)

My hands were all cold when me and rach reached sch. Wads up with me man.. The feeling of being back at school and seeing so many new faces is weird! Sometimes it's quite hard to tell the freshmen from the old students. lol. Met Michelle and gang at biz blk. It feels so good to see familiar faces. It was like we're having a class gathering lidat haha.

First lesson's Marketing Research tute. Jun xian, Elaine and Sophia are in the same class as me and rach. Yea ^^ Omg. The teacher is so strict! She's Alice Tang, section head for mktg and also happens to be our FTM. *Bangs wall* She spent a lot of time stating down her rules (one of which is cannot wear short shorts. Dots... And cannot be 1 second late for class Yikes!)

Oh. And there's 2 Bernices in DBA/2A/10. And know wad? The teacher decided to call me Bernice No.1 and the other, Bernice No.2. Like what the hell? hahaha. Weird. Alice was nice today, cos she let us off about 45 min early to have our break :)

We hang out with Elaine, Sophia, Jun xian and his friend Aaron during our break. FC 6 was jam packed! So we sat at the benches near the photocopy rm to have pathetic lunch. haha. Next we have Financial and Mgt Accounting lecture. Before we went in, we met Kim and Nina outside MLT 10. I was so happy to see them! Hey come'on. It's been like 2 months since i last saw them. Kim permed her hair, and Nina's hair became blacker. haha. Then i saw someone that made my heart pain. Oh forget it. FMA lecture was ok.. The indian lecturer didnt teach much, and he kept repeating himself. So that's kinda good. I like this kind of teaching.

After school, rach and i met Kim at FC6. But Kim gotta stay back for her cca, so we left her with (i think) her new classmates. *Tsk.. felt like we were desserting her hahah. We went to PS to buy something from Daiso. And we ate cheese fries and chocolate sundea ice cream. omg. Fattening!

I stuffed myself with tidbits when i got home. Shit, now i realise wad type of "Emo" group i belong to. I'm the type that eats anything and a lot when i'm emo. That's....... not very healthy.
In the night, i got a little crazy and suddenly felt like making a salad bowl again. Rmb that potato salad that was as large as my laptop? Yea, and this time i dumped 3 eggs in and a lot more lettuce. Lucky my mum shared some with me, or else i'll get stuck in the toilet the whole night and then tmr take mc already.


xx- Make me forget it -xx

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere