/ Friday, April 18, 2008

I was early for Quantitative Analysis lecture today! Met rach at Dover then walked up Er Mei Shan tgt. Our lecturer d.n. Raj was quite strict, which is good, cos like that can make me pay attention during lects :)

After this, was QA tute, which we had Raj as our tutor also. He was so nice and let off at 10.30am instead of 12pm haha. So now we have a break from 10.30 to 3pm( our next lecture). Omg! 4.5 hours of slacking! Rach and i went to her SPIC clubhse to watch movies.
It feels weird, having to wait so long for the next lecture. It felt as if i'm waiting for gems or my cca to start after sch, because there's simply too much time to spend. So waste time.

Anw, the 3pm lecture is MR lect. Alice Tang. Die die cannot miss this lect because this is the first module i heard that doesnt give lecture notes. Ridiculous. Die die also cannot late, if not have to sit at the VIP seats (the front of the lect hall) Blah~

After lecture, i felt super hungry, so i went to fc 6 to eat 8 nuggets. Lol.. damn it, and i thought i could hang on till dinner time. Gotta stay back til 5pm for guitar prac. Went to library to slack. Then i met Anita, the girl i met at my wrong gems class (*gushes). Spent the remaining 45 min chatting with her b4 i left for the guitar clubhse.

Mm.. i dunno man. i'm getting more sian about cca. Slowly losing interest in it. I feel like giving year 2 my all, ignore cca and everrything, but that would be so no life. That's why i so-called 'quit' committee. Dun wanna get too involved already.

After prac, felicia brought joniece, rhiduan and i to her DEEE lab cos she wanted to get her staff. Gosh, the so called workshop is soo cool! She has a key to the lab, and in the lab, she has her personal space to work in. It's like an office table, i want. haha

After that, felicia and i went to tiong bahru to have dinner. When i got home, i chatted with ppl. Oh, i realised that Raman from my current DBA/10 looks like QA lecturer d n Raj! hahah The resemblence is uncanny. Well, it's not exactly a bad thing resembling your lecturer right? Ppl may think he's your father hahaha.

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ Friday, April 18, 2008

I was early for Quantitative Analysis lecture today! Met rach at Dover then walked up Er Mei Shan tgt. Our lecturer d.n. Raj was quite strict, which is good, cos like that can make me pay attention during lects :)

After this, was QA tute, which we had Raj as our tutor also. He was so nice and let off at 10.30am instead of 12pm haha. So now we have a break from 10.30 to 3pm( our next lecture). Omg! 4.5 hours of slacking! Rach and i went to her SPIC clubhse to watch movies.
It feels weird, having to wait so long for the next lecture. It felt as if i'm waiting for gems or my cca to start after sch, because there's simply too much time to spend. So waste time.

Anw, the 3pm lecture is MR lect. Alice Tang. Die die cannot miss this lect because this is the first module i heard that doesnt give lecture notes. Ridiculous. Die die also cannot late, if not have to sit at the VIP seats (the front of the lect hall) Blah~

After lecture, i felt super hungry, so i went to fc 6 to eat 8 nuggets. Lol.. damn it, and i thought i could hang on till dinner time. Gotta stay back til 5pm for guitar prac. Went to library to slack. Then i met Anita, the girl i met at my wrong gems class (*gushes). Spent the remaining 45 min chatting with her b4 i left for the guitar clubhse.

Mm.. i dunno man. i'm getting more sian about cca. Slowly losing interest in it. I feel like giving year 2 my all, ignore cca and everrything, but that would be so no life. That's why i so-called 'quit' committee. Dun wanna get too involved already.

After prac, felicia brought joniece, rhiduan and i to her DEEE lab cos she wanted to get her staff. Gosh, the so called workshop is soo cool! She has a key to the lab, and in the lab, she has her personal space to work in. It's like an office table, i want. haha

After that, felicia and i went to tiong bahru to have dinner. When i got home, i chatted with ppl. Oh, i realised that Raman from my current DBA/10 looks like QA lecturer d n Raj! hahah The resemblence is uncanny. Well, it's not exactly a bad thing resembling your lecturer right? Ppl may think he's your father hahaha.

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere