/ Thursday, April 17, 2008

Was just on time for sch! Hehe not late again. Started the day with SSM tutorial with Mr See Toh. Rach and i was sitting right in front of the guys, Raman, Wei yu, Jackie and Sasi. Learnt from Rach that Raman, Wei yu and Sasi are Man U fans! Yea.. support same club as me ^^
Mr See Toh basically just went thru wads marketing like, then he let us off like 1 hr 15 min early for a break. Shiok! Rach and i went to have lunch at fc 6. We could at least get a seat. Later Kim and Nina came to join us after their lecture. Then Farhan and moon came to join us. Both Moon and Kim damn cute la, the whole time keep arguing, calling each other "Stupid boy/girl", shoving each other. Lol! We were talking about the SP Lollipop party at MOS on 25 Apr. I feel like going leh. Guess we'll all go la, will confirm later, not really sure wads the party about anw.

Was kinda disappointed i didn't see *the person. Nina wanted to buy fruits, so we walked to the other end of fc 6 to buy. Then i saw the person. shoosh, went red. After buying fruits, nina and kim went close to their table to sit. argh! Embarrasing! I faster grabbed both of them and walk away from that area.

xx- Keep on smiling -xx

At 2pm, we had to leave them to go for UCCD lecture. UCCD lecture was just ok. Quite boring for my taste. And im quite worried about the loads of information in the lecture notes. If we have to memorise that for exams... *faints*

After UCCD, its MR lecture. That strict Alice Tang again. She repeated her ground rules to the entire lecture theatre. No kidding. And the way she took attendance. OMG. She doesnt let the class rep take our attendance. She used 2 minutes to take the attendance for 7 classes (about 20 ppl each class). She went like a bullet train, shouting names. And you have to be very attentive and quick to reply "Yes/ here/ present" When she came to my name, she mentioned this is Bernice No.1. Like ~diao. Rmb there're 2 Bernices in my class? Lol. During the lecture, the theatre was mostly quiet. Wao, this teacher is really something. The last lecturer i can rmb who can maintain this silence in lectures is Georgie (George Teo). i miss him teaching us... haha

After school, rach and i went to clarke quay to meet a friend to pass something, then we went to Hougang mall to shop for rachel's file and bag. Felt freaking sleepy. We couldn't find a suitable bag after walking around for like 1.5 hr. lol. Then we sat outside to rest our legs, right beside an uncle with 2 shitzhus. When we were chatting, one dog suddenly came an nudge my arm, gave me a shock la haha. But it was very cute. Tho it was quite stinky. haha. I'll def get dogs in the future, but not shitzhus. I prefer a corgi or a pomeranian :)

.....Tired.....

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ Thursday, April 17, 2008

Was just on time for sch! Hehe not late again. Started the day with SSM tutorial with Mr See Toh. Rach and i was sitting right in front of the guys, Raman, Wei yu, Jackie and Sasi. Learnt from Rach that Raman, Wei yu and Sasi are Man U fans! Yea.. support same club as me ^^
Mr See Toh basically just went thru wads marketing like, then he let us off like 1 hr 15 min early for a break. Shiok! Rach and i went to have lunch at fc 6. We could at least get a seat. Later Kim and Nina came to join us after their lecture. Then Farhan and moon came to join us. Both Moon and Kim damn cute la, the whole time keep arguing, calling each other "Stupid boy/girl", shoving each other. Lol! We were talking about the SP Lollipop party at MOS on 25 Apr. I feel like going leh. Guess we'll all go la, will confirm later, not really sure wads the party about anw.

Was kinda disappointed i didn't see *the person. Nina wanted to buy fruits, so we walked to the other end of fc 6 to buy. Then i saw the person. shoosh, went red. After buying fruits, nina and kim went close to their table to sit. argh! Embarrasing! I faster grabbed both of them and walk away from that area.

xx- Keep on smiling -xx

At 2pm, we had to leave them to go for UCCD lecture. UCCD lecture was just ok. Quite boring for my taste. And im quite worried about the loads of information in the lecture notes. If we have to memorise that for exams... *faints*

After UCCD, its MR lecture. That strict Alice Tang again. She repeated her ground rules to the entire lecture theatre. No kidding. And the way she took attendance. OMG. She doesnt let the class rep take our attendance. She used 2 minutes to take the attendance for 7 classes (about 20 ppl each class). She went like a bullet train, shouting names. And you have to be very attentive and quick to reply "Yes/ here/ present" When she came to my name, she mentioned this is Bernice No.1. Like ~diao. Rmb there're 2 Bernices in my class? Lol. During the lecture, the theatre was mostly quiet. Wao, this teacher is really something. The last lecturer i can rmb who can maintain this silence in lectures is Georgie (George Teo). i miss him teaching us... haha

After school, rach and i went to clarke quay to meet a friend to pass something, then we went to Hougang mall to shop for rachel's file and bag. Felt freaking sleepy. We couldn't find a suitable bag after walking around for like 1.5 hr. lol. Then we sat outside to rest our legs, right beside an uncle with 2 shitzhus. When we were chatting, one dog suddenly came an nudge my arm, gave me a shock la haha. But it was very cute. Tho it was quite stinky. haha. I'll def get dogs in the future, but not shitzhus. I prefer a corgi or a pomeranian :)

.....Tired.....

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere