Ignore this post if you don't wanna get the emo virus / Saturday, May 03, 2008

Argh.. so many tutorials and projects are coming up. And i'm feeling really down on a saturday afternoon. Many issues are cropping up at one time. I'm just so frustrated!!!!!!!!!

This is very personal, but i'm just so bogged by these issues. I need to vent my anger, hurt and frustration somewhere. I won't name names though. I would appreciate if whatever read here, stays here. I don't wanna spread my emo virus :)


Now, my best friend is angry with me. I apologised already. If i don't wanna go, means i don't wanna go. I know yr stressed and all, but i thought you would be understanding. Can you just let it go? Pls don't let such a small matter ruin our friendship.


Someone talks to you online, then asks for your friend's email add, then stops talking to you. Would you feel used or anything? I dunno, maybe i'm just over sensitive. But honestly, i felt hurt and made use of. I wish ppl could appreciate not only surface beauty but also the beauty inside. I think this is a good lesson for me. I've learn how to tell a person's character. In this case, an email address is a cheap price for seeing through a person's character. Typical.


im gonna go get ready for yaya's surprise bday chalet this evening. It's a chance to bond with my old class, so im gonna go, whether alone or not. Bet we're gonna have fun. Oh, and there's Man U vs West Ham match tonight 7.45pm! Hopefully the rest would wanna watch it at the coffee shop or something. It would be fun watching tgt :)

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Ignore this post if you don't wanna get the emo virus / Saturday, May 03, 2008

Argh.. so many tutorials and projects are coming up. And i'm feeling really down on a saturday afternoon. Many issues are cropping up at one time. I'm just so frustrated!!!!!!!!!

This is very personal, but i'm just so bogged by these issues. I need to vent my anger, hurt and frustration somewhere. I won't name names though. I would appreciate if whatever read here, stays here. I don't wanna spread my emo virus :)


Now, my best friend is angry with me. I apologised already. If i don't wanna go, means i don't wanna go. I know yr stressed and all, but i thought you would be understanding. Can you just let it go? Pls don't let such a small matter ruin our friendship.


Someone talks to you online, then asks for your friend's email add, then stops talking to you. Would you feel used or anything? I dunno, maybe i'm just over sensitive. But honestly, i felt hurt and made use of. I wish ppl could appreciate not only surface beauty but also the beauty inside. I think this is a good lesson for me. I've learn how to tell a person's character. In this case, an email address is a cheap price for seeing through a person's character. Typical.


im gonna go get ready for yaya's surprise bday chalet this evening. It's a chance to bond with my old class, so im gonna go, whether alone or not. Bet we're gonna have fun. Oh, and there's Man U vs West Ham match tonight 7.45pm! Hopefully the rest would wanna watch it at the coffee shop or something. It would be fun watching tgt :)

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere