SPG camp camp camp / Friday, May 16, 2008

Gonna have SPG camp from saturday morning to sunday morning. Initially i never thought of going for this camp, but "they" made it compulsory, so i dun have a choice. I won' give a heck about what i bring or wear there. It'll last for just a day. I realised this vast change in attitude for me. In the past, i'll get so worked up with what i'm gonna bring, plastic bags here and there. But now, i guess i can take care of myself, no need so much preparation le. Oh, and i won't bring a sleeping bag cos i don't plan to sleep. And even if i fall asleep, i'll just find somewhere to curl up or something. Like i said, i dun give a damn haha.

Today, we had QA lecture and tute as usual. But the unusual thing was, I WAS EARLY! I came like 15 minutes early, so i had time to go fc 6 to have fruits as breakfirst. And stupid me, i forgot to bring my handphone out of my house!! I left it plugged to the charger to the socket all day long! Felt so handicapped without my beloved hp.

During my usual 3HOUR break from 12pm -3pm, i met kim, nina and the rest coincidently at fc 6. What a big group there haha. (Not sure whether i mentioned this before.... but heck.) I'm super interested in joining the DJ Club, just for fun. I heard from my gems friend Marian, the coach is MOS's resident DJ. Damn cool! Then when i met kim they all, Raman and Sasi's friend, Vicknesh was there also. Then he told me to register at the dj club, gotta pay $200. wtf. crazy. It's probably for the DJ's salary or equipment maintenance. I'm still very tempted to join it. I'll confirm the details with Marian again. Nina lah! Keep making fun of me, say at the end of the year i'll hold a big earphone to my side of the head and spin music, but she act until it looks damn idiotic lah Lol

After MR lecture, i went straight to clubhouse to do a little of SSM. The camp is gonna take up my whole weekend, so i better do something first. There were a few ppl at clubhse already, like Jian Hong, Zheng Zie and a new guy called Jason. For tmr's camp, that lasts from sat morning 9.30am to sunday afternoon, my role is helper, so basically i'm a station master, and i don't need to play the games! Woots! I hate lose-image games hahaha. Most prob i'm helping Marg at her station.

Halfway before practice started, i suddenly rmb gotta pay camp and club fund, so i went to dover mrt to w/draw. Machine TEMPORARILY OUT OF ORDER, so i went to FC 5 there. Also THIS MACHINE CANNOT DISPENSE ANY CASH. wth waste my time. Practice was quite fun today cos we played our old songs like Quien Sera and newer ones like Top of the world, 13 days in France and Auld Lang Syne. We are supposed to play the 3 new songs for graduation night at the convention centre on 27 May. Omg it's the week where all the projects deadlines clash. Stress.

Halfway during practice, me, joniece, Li, Jian Hong and Zheng Jie left clubhouse for IMM to buy stuff for the camp tmr. We also went with 2 other guys from Strings Ensemble cos they ave combine camp with us. Hilarious lah, going out with them. All of them acted like kids at the bus stop, playing around the advertisement board. Lol.

At Giants, we bought many many cartons of packet drinks, and many many packs of bread. Cos the camp is expected to be attended by around 80 ppl, we gotta get ready more than enough food and drinks. Total we bought 30 packs of 6 packet drinks, around 8 loaves of bread and 2 cartons of cup noodles (90 cups total) and other small stuffs. Total bill was around $187 omg. Ppl in the queue behind us were like staring lah. lol. The queue for the taxi was long also. Feeling damn sleepy le. Btw, it's around 10pm at that time.

In the taxi on the way back to school, Li kept joking with the taxi driver, like ask him to drive me and joniece back to serangoon for free. Lol. Cannot rmb the rest cos i too sleepy already. All i know was Li's mouth damn sweet and sleek. Smart person. haha.

Current status: Haven't pack my bag. Gotta be at clubhse at 9.30am. So gotta wake up at around 6 to pack my stuff. Time check: 1.25am !!!

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

SPG camp camp camp / Friday, May 16, 2008

Gonna have SPG camp from saturday morning to sunday morning. Initially i never thought of going for this camp, but "they" made it compulsory, so i dun have a choice. I won' give a heck about what i bring or wear there. It'll last for just a day. I realised this vast change in attitude for me. In the past, i'll get so worked up with what i'm gonna bring, plastic bags here and there. But now, i guess i can take care of myself, no need so much preparation le. Oh, and i won't bring a sleeping bag cos i don't plan to sleep. And even if i fall asleep, i'll just find somewhere to curl up or something. Like i said, i dun give a damn haha.

Today, we had QA lecture and tute as usual. But the unusual thing was, I WAS EARLY! I came like 15 minutes early, so i had time to go fc 6 to have fruits as breakfirst. And stupid me, i forgot to bring my handphone out of my house!! I left it plugged to the charger to the socket all day long! Felt so handicapped without my beloved hp.

During my usual 3HOUR break from 12pm -3pm, i met kim, nina and the rest coincidently at fc 6. What a big group there haha. (Not sure whether i mentioned this before.... but heck.) I'm super interested in joining the DJ Club, just for fun. I heard from my gems friend Marian, the coach is MOS's resident DJ. Damn cool! Then when i met kim they all, Raman and Sasi's friend, Vicknesh was there also. Then he told me to register at the dj club, gotta pay $200. wtf. crazy. It's probably for the DJ's salary or equipment maintenance. I'm still very tempted to join it. I'll confirm the details with Marian again. Nina lah! Keep making fun of me, say at the end of the year i'll hold a big earphone to my side of the head and spin music, but she act until it looks damn idiotic lah Lol

After MR lecture, i went straight to clubhouse to do a little of SSM. The camp is gonna take up my whole weekend, so i better do something first. There were a few ppl at clubhse already, like Jian Hong, Zheng Zie and a new guy called Jason. For tmr's camp, that lasts from sat morning 9.30am to sunday afternoon, my role is helper, so basically i'm a station master, and i don't need to play the games! Woots! I hate lose-image games hahaha. Most prob i'm helping Marg at her station.

Halfway before practice started, i suddenly rmb gotta pay camp and club fund, so i went to dover mrt to w/draw. Machine TEMPORARILY OUT OF ORDER, so i went to FC 5 there. Also THIS MACHINE CANNOT DISPENSE ANY CASH. wth waste my time. Practice was quite fun today cos we played our old songs like Quien Sera and newer ones like Top of the world, 13 days in France and Auld Lang Syne. We are supposed to play the 3 new songs for graduation night at the convention centre on 27 May. Omg it's the week where all the projects deadlines clash. Stress.

Halfway during practice, me, joniece, Li, Jian Hong and Zheng Jie left clubhouse for IMM to buy stuff for the camp tmr. We also went with 2 other guys from Strings Ensemble cos they ave combine camp with us. Hilarious lah, going out with them. All of them acted like kids at the bus stop, playing around the advertisement board. Lol.

At Giants, we bought many many cartons of packet drinks, and many many packs of bread. Cos the camp is expected to be attended by around 80 ppl, we gotta get ready more than enough food and drinks. Total we bought 30 packs of 6 packet drinks, around 8 loaves of bread and 2 cartons of cup noodles (90 cups total) and other small stuffs. Total bill was around $187 omg. Ppl in the queue behind us were like staring lah. lol. The queue for the taxi was long also. Feeling damn sleepy le. Btw, it's around 10pm at that time.

In the taxi on the way back to school, Li kept joking with the taxi driver, like ask him to drive me and joniece back to serangoon for free. Lol. Cannot rmb the rest cos i too sleepy already. All i know was Li's mouth damn sweet and sleek. Smart person. haha.

Current status: Haven't pack my bag. Gotta be at clubhse at 9.30am. So gotta wake up at around 6 to pack my stuff. Time check: 1.25am !!!

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere