Exams starts in 3 days / Friday, August 08, 2008

I am pleased to announce that we've come to the end of PRESENTATIONS for the semester. I can now concentrate on exams and tests. This morning, had QA lab test at 11am. Woke up at 4am to mug. The test was tough ok. It's either you get it or you don't, and one question is like 20 marks?? Total crap. Anyway, its over.

Yesterday was the last day of presentation RWPS, quite a major one. Wanted to go shop for a formal jacket during the weekends, but as one of the Queens of Procrastination, i didnt manage to get it at last. Thur morning i ganjiong ganjiong throw on something and just went out. I looked like i'm mourning ok, dressed all black! (Imagine black blouse, skirt, shoes, laptop bag, sling bag.) Mourning outfit. Anw, this is e first time i threw on random stuff tgt in a rush and just didnt bother about how i look. I thought the end result was not bad. I like black now.....

The presentation turned out quite well, at least better than my previous few. Some screw-ups. When it came to my turn to present, the pointer couldnt work, so had to click the slides from the laptop (not so presentable bah) 2nd, i kept looking at my script, maybe too often. Q&A sucked big time. Here's where all the action comes in. Hahaha, rach can prove that. Firstly, i realised most of the questions frm the audience (only 1 other group of 4, they presenting after us) were targeted at the slides which i presented. So means the questions are for me. So dead. Im not experienced enough to shoot back answers. I think the answers i gave were below satisfactory.

After our presentation, there was some biasness issue, cos there was an argument btwn teacher and student (i'm not involved lah haha) which nearly ended up in a fight. Damn scary can. i never see b4 this kind of thing also lol.

Then when the next grp present finish and its time for Q&A session, the group also kena shoot by us quite badly, up to the point the teacher actually helped the group answer the audience's question!! LOL. Dun wanna elaborate or name names cos the presentation is over~~

Today, an amusing thing also happened online which i don't wanna elaborate here. But i might have told some ppl already..

Tmr's National Day. But not in the festive mood sia. Damn sad. I miss the fireworks. Watched the Beijing Olypics opening ceremony just now and the fireworks were like wooooooowww. So pretty lah, fireworks. When u stand close enough to see the whole picture of the display, and you hear the beats and thunder in your heart, the feeling damn shiok one. Been through it b4 thats y. I want a 2nd time!

Today, my dad organised a small gathering in our house for 7th month worship, so quite a lot of ppl came. And there's FOOD! Beehoon, curry chicken, roasted pig, roasted duck and roasted chicken. And lots of sweet sweet rambutans anf longans to eat after lunch! Blackie was in his cage for most of day cos our gates have to be kept open for ppl to come in, so scared wait he dash out of the gates.

Blackie peed a large pool of pee in my room =( Naughty Blackie.
Random. Ignore.

tata,
nights

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Exams starts in 3 days / Friday, August 08, 2008

I am pleased to announce that we've come to the end of PRESENTATIONS for the semester. I can now concentrate on exams and tests. This morning, had QA lab test at 11am. Woke up at 4am to mug. The test was tough ok. It's either you get it or you don't, and one question is like 20 marks?? Total crap. Anyway, its over.

Yesterday was the last day of presentation RWPS, quite a major one. Wanted to go shop for a formal jacket during the weekends, but as one of the Queens of Procrastination, i didnt manage to get it at last. Thur morning i ganjiong ganjiong throw on something and just went out. I looked like i'm mourning ok, dressed all black! (Imagine black blouse, skirt, shoes, laptop bag, sling bag.) Mourning outfit. Anw, this is e first time i threw on random stuff tgt in a rush and just didnt bother about how i look. I thought the end result was not bad. I like black now.....

The presentation turned out quite well, at least better than my previous few. Some screw-ups. When it came to my turn to present, the pointer couldnt work, so had to click the slides from the laptop (not so presentable bah) 2nd, i kept looking at my script, maybe too often. Q&A sucked big time. Here's where all the action comes in. Hahaha, rach can prove that. Firstly, i realised most of the questions frm the audience (only 1 other group of 4, they presenting after us) were targeted at the slides which i presented. So means the questions are for me. So dead. Im not experienced enough to shoot back answers. I think the answers i gave were below satisfactory.

After our presentation, there was some biasness issue, cos there was an argument btwn teacher and student (i'm not involved lah haha) which nearly ended up in a fight. Damn scary can. i never see b4 this kind of thing also lol.

Then when the next grp present finish and its time for Q&A session, the group also kena shoot by us quite badly, up to the point the teacher actually helped the group answer the audience's question!! LOL. Dun wanna elaborate or name names cos the presentation is over~~

Today, an amusing thing also happened online which i don't wanna elaborate here. But i might have told some ppl already..

Tmr's National Day. But not in the festive mood sia. Damn sad. I miss the fireworks. Watched the Beijing Olypics opening ceremony just now and the fireworks were like wooooooowww. So pretty lah, fireworks. When u stand close enough to see the whole picture of the display, and you hear the beats and thunder in your heart, the feeling damn shiok one. Been through it b4 thats y. I want a 2nd time!

Today, my dad organised a small gathering in our house for 7th month worship, so quite a lot of ppl came. And there's FOOD! Beehoon, curry chicken, roasted pig, roasted duck and roasted chicken. And lots of sweet sweet rambutans anf longans to eat after lunch! Blackie was in his cage for most of day cos our gates have to be kept open for ppl to come in, so scared wait he dash out of the gates.

Blackie peed a large pool of pee in my room =( Naughty Blackie.
Random. Ignore.

tata,
nights

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere