Firsts / Sunday, November 02, 2008

Ytd was Sat. I encountered many firsts (experiencing a particular thing for the first time) Let me tell you the story.

I was early for work, Kim was late. I screwed up the locker combination and had to call security to help reset the password. Irritating thing! And the guy i called for help was very cold and serious, so it was super awkward on our way to the female changing room. When we reached, i went in to check if there's anyone changing openly at the locker area b4 i let him in. Met kim inside. Since Kim was sharing the locker with me, she had to wait for the locker to be repaired. So the locker is settled after a few clicks here and there.

First time- I reached wasabi at exactly 11am, unlike the usual 10.30 +. Lunch time was not busy, 4 tables taken including sushi counter. We each guessed how many tables will be taken and Kim won. Zzz~

During break time, we went locker, and ONCE AGAIN, the locker got problem. So embarrassing! Luckily this time round, the person we called for help is a female, so dun have to ask everyone in the locker to change faster or get out. haha During break, I read The Kite Runner while kim did her FM tute.
Halfway through, i heard and saw more than 10 Lambos speedingpast down the road. That's another first. omg the sound they make is like F1 cars!! I saw red, white, yellow, orange, black and the hottest of all, light green (not lime green). Hot right! And the light green one had its shelter off, so it looked damn cool. Yup, that's my first time seeing lambos racing each other, instead of parking prettily at some hotel lobby. Woots!

Dinner sucked. It's my first time dirtying someone's PRADA stuff. I don't wanna go through the process here cos i'm trying to forget about it. All i'll say is that it started with dropping a dessert spoon. It's complicated. i still feel that the japanese couple is too petty, because the jacket is dark blue, and made of kindof waterproof material, so there's no stain at all after the guy cleaned it with a wet towel. But at last, they got away with a free meal. And omg. How the woman stared at me. She stared as if she'd seen a ghost- in an angry way. I mean, do you expect me to be scared of you just because you're staring at me like that? Stop dreaming. Just walk away with that free meal and i pray that the next restaurant you patronise doesn't suffer under your pettiness.

I'm more guilty because M got scolded by S, and he got moody and stayed in the room throughout the night. So when i was about to go home, i apologised to him, and he said something like, in this industry cannot think so much and move on. I'm quite surprised, cos the only reason i'm thinking bout the matter is cos M got scolded and S is in a bad mood. It's not because i got scolded by the jap couple. And its contradicting cos seems like it's M instead who is brooding over the matter. Well, maybe he has other stuff to worry about like answering to big S. rar complicated. I'll call big S today and apologise. Cross my fingers and hope i don't get fired.



After work last night however, it wasn't so bad. My mum fetched me from kovan mrt, and she brought Blackie and my sis along. She brought us to a seafood stall near macs that side and ordered hor fun, hokkien mee and black pepper crab. Woo! Rmb i didn't have dinner at wasabi, and the time was ard 11.30pm alr. omg eating black pepper crab near midnight, sure gain weight but i dont care la haha. The food definitely cheered me up. Eating crabs is a messy thing and quite unglam (think: at least 3 of yr fingers covered in the black pepper stuff), but i dont care. I need food to cheer me up badly. lol After that, my father joined us later cos he wanted to finish watching Armegeddon on Ch 5. Not much left for him so we ordered another butter cereal crabs (Mai4 pian4 pang2 xie4). I think the 2nd one is nicer. So crispy! We finished eating at 1.45 am. Lol tired like shit alr, so its poof* to dreamland afterwards.

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Firsts / Sunday, November 02, 2008

Ytd was Sat. I encountered many firsts (experiencing a particular thing for the first time) Let me tell you the story.

I was early for work, Kim was late. I screwed up the locker combination and had to call security to help reset the password. Irritating thing! And the guy i called for help was very cold and serious, so it was super awkward on our way to the female changing room. When we reached, i went in to check if there's anyone changing openly at the locker area b4 i let him in. Met kim inside. Since Kim was sharing the locker with me, she had to wait for the locker to be repaired. So the locker is settled after a few clicks here and there.

First time- I reached wasabi at exactly 11am, unlike the usual 10.30 +. Lunch time was not busy, 4 tables taken including sushi counter. We each guessed how many tables will be taken and Kim won. Zzz~

During break time, we went locker, and ONCE AGAIN, the locker got problem. So embarrassing! Luckily this time round, the person we called for help is a female, so dun have to ask everyone in the locker to change faster or get out. haha During break, I read The Kite Runner while kim did her FM tute.
Halfway through, i heard and saw more than 10 Lambos speedingpast down the road. That's another first. omg the sound they make is like F1 cars!! I saw red, white, yellow, orange, black and the hottest of all, light green (not lime green). Hot right! And the light green one had its shelter off, so it looked damn cool. Yup, that's my first time seeing lambos racing each other, instead of parking prettily at some hotel lobby. Woots!

Dinner sucked. It's my first time dirtying someone's PRADA stuff. I don't wanna go through the process here cos i'm trying to forget about it. All i'll say is that it started with dropping a dessert spoon. It's complicated. i still feel that the japanese couple is too petty, because the jacket is dark blue, and made of kindof waterproof material, so there's no stain at all after the guy cleaned it with a wet towel. But at last, they got away with a free meal. And omg. How the woman stared at me. She stared as if she'd seen a ghost- in an angry way. I mean, do you expect me to be scared of you just because you're staring at me like that? Stop dreaming. Just walk away with that free meal and i pray that the next restaurant you patronise doesn't suffer under your pettiness.

I'm more guilty because M got scolded by S, and he got moody and stayed in the room throughout the night. So when i was about to go home, i apologised to him, and he said something like, in this industry cannot think so much and move on. I'm quite surprised, cos the only reason i'm thinking bout the matter is cos M got scolded and S is in a bad mood. It's not because i got scolded by the jap couple. And its contradicting cos seems like it's M instead who is brooding over the matter. Well, maybe he has other stuff to worry about like answering to big S. rar complicated. I'll call big S today and apologise. Cross my fingers and hope i don't get fired.



After work last night however, it wasn't so bad. My mum fetched me from kovan mrt, and she brought Blackie and my sis along. She brought us to a seafood stall near macs that side and ordered hor fun, hokkien mee and black pepper crab. Woo! Rmb i didn't have dinner at wasabi, and the time was ard 11.30pm alr. omg eating black pepper crab near midnight, sure gain weight but i dont care la haha. The food definitely cheered me up. Eating crabs is a messy thing and quite unglam (think: at least 3 of yr fingers covered in the black pepper stuff), but i dont care. I need food to cheer me up badly. lol After that, my father joined us later cos he wanted to finish watching Armegeddon on Ch 5. Not much left for him so we ordered another butter cereal crabs (Mai4 pian4 pang2 xie4). I think the 2nd one is nicer. So crispy! We finished eating at 1.45 am. Lol tired like shit alr, so its poof* to dreamland afterwards.

No signboards
no direction from here.
But I think we should climb on

I see lots of clouds,
damn where are the signs.

Oh I see it, there's light!
And there's a path
a path that leads us
back to reality

i knew it would lead us somewhere